I saw her lifeless body lying on the hospital bed, my eyes was sore from all the crying and all i could think is 'Its all my fault' I didn't want no company so I made everyone wait outside while I say goodbye.
I started pressing my hands down over her heart repeatedly i was shouting "Mom, you cant die, I'm not ready!" every hope of mine as washed away when i saw her grow paler and colder by the minute. I brought the hospital blanket more over her and said "why didn't you tell me mom, i would of understood" i had tears rowel down my cheek,
before she died she held my hand and i didn't want to move my hand away from hers so i kept it there hoping she will wake up and squeeze it, but she didn't. I remembered all the memories we had of me and my mother until i heard my phone ringing in my pocket which pulled me away from all the good memories and back to reality,
i looked up at the phone and i noticed my hands was scrunched together forming into fists and my face was starting to warm up and i probably looked like a red tomato by now. I threw my phone at the wall as i saw it shatter everywhere i then fell onto the floor and cried a little harder
"Now look mom, look mom, LOOK WHAT YOU DID! i never cry, I've never cried, LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME" i shouted between cries. I brought my knees up to my body and leaned my face in my knees as i still didn't let go of my mothers hand while doing it. I cant let go, i don't have the guts to leave her alone, cause any minute now i know she will wake up and tell me "Everything is alright" but that was just a dream that i know isn't going to happen.
My mother is dead and never coming back...
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Moving in with the street racers.
Teen FictionAfter Charlotte's mother passed away she had to move in with her dad, and his new family. But what she don't know is she is moving to a town full of street racing, her step-brother does it and so does the guy she takes a liking to... Can she handle...
