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chapter 24❤

Iyna's p.o.v

Right now I and Nicholas lay on my bed, don't ask me how we got here ,you should know already, we started kissing and we ended here and doing it again.

Somewhere in my heart i felt happy and loved as I recalled my grandma's words .

*Once you see whom your heart desires even your heart can't stop you*

*Learn to love and beloved*

Yes I can't let my mom past continue to hunt me, I met and fell inlove with Nicholas, and am happy he does too, and I agreed to be his girlfriend, he was so happy that he grabbed me at once , kissing the hell out of me and we ended up here,I never knew he had this good side of him am still surprised, after what happened between us I thought he wàs gonna ask me to leave and call me one of his flings but instead the unexpected happened.

Nicholas hensmith confessed his love to me, Yes all this time we do shout at each other we were inlove but didn't realize it, at least now am just praying that we last ,cause am scared , what if he ends up leaving me just like my mom was left by Raymon's dad and mine, I will feel so hurt , thinking about that got me even scared.

"Baby are you okay? Nicholas asked playing with my hair as my head lay on his chest.

"Yeah" I whispered.

"Are you sure? You seem to be worried about something" he said .

I raised my head and looked at him he stare at me back , his so handsome with does beautiful eyes of his, maybe I should ask him about Dorris.

"Umm....Nick...what happened between you and Dorris ? I asked.

He signed and touched my hair .

"It's a long story" he said.
"I don't mind listening to it" I said touching his face he took my hand and kissed it .

"Umm....well, she's my ex..."he said and i nodded.

"I was so much inlove with her back then , actually it was gradually, cause I never believed in loving someone due to my grandparents story of how they hurt each other till at last they ended up together, same goes to my family, theirs was  even worse , I discovered that love hurts a lot so I try not to enter into that line at all"

"But my thoughts changed when I met Dorris , she was so beautiful that I fell instantly inlove with her, I tried and became her friend, and we were always together, I really showed her my love ...and I asked her to be my girlfriend, she was really happy and we started dating, I told my family about her although my mom didn't approve it same goes to my two sisters, they said they don't like her, but I refused to listen to them because I really loved Dorris "

He took a deep breath, somewhere in my heart I feel jealous seriously.

"So, the first year of our relationship was going well, the second year Dorris started being distance, each time i try to talk to her she gives me cold attitude, at a point I thought maybe i did something wrong , but she never told me anything, I do take her out and make sure I get anything she wanted but she distance herself more, I became worried, and suspicious that she was up to something"

"My mom told me to Break up with her but I couldn't, I just couldn't hurt her, after some months I decided to propose To her at least we can be engaged while we study at college, then that day I found Dorris kissing .......

He stopped
I touched him and pushed him to continue.

"She was kissing Collins" he said .

I gasped.
"What? I asked .

" Yeah , Collins was my friend back then, but after that day I broke all ties with him, it's recently his father started doing business with us that's why he was part of the meeting the other day " he said.

Oh my no wonder he looks so angry when ever he sees Collins.

"I had a big fight with him, thinking he kissed Dorris , but Dorris never said a word, i was expecting her to start explaining to me or even apologize, but she looked me in the face and told me , she doesn't love me but Collins, I was broken...I couldn't believe it, even right there I thought she was joking, I even knelt down and begged her to not hurt me like that ....but she told me shes done with me and Collins  pulled her away ,i just couldn't believe it Iyna....I never knew Dorris will do such a thing to me ...

"My family became so furious at her most especially me , and that's because I didn't listen to them, I ended up throwing the ring away , it was useless.
She breaking up with me made the whole situation worse and I completely hate to feel love, I hate the word love and I began to use women any how I wanted , I didn't want anything to be attached just one night stand and your gone, I started seeing love as something that only hurts people after you pour out your emotions then you get stabbed right behind you , Dorris turned me into a complete jerk and I hurt many women just because I was mad of the situation"

Tears fell from his eyes, me too I was already crying.

"Why does it have to hurt so much Iyna ... thinking about it ,and  the humiliations and mockery I got from people, I was broken beyond repair......

He pulled me to him and held my face as he looked into my eyes.

"But then I met you ,and I wanted nothing more but to have you ,...Iyna I love you so much and I don't want to loss you too, I will die if you leave me " he said.

I shook my head.
"Don't say that ,....I won't leave you ...Dorris has hurt you so much and to think she hurt you Because of Collins i just can't believe it, she deserved to be punished, she doesn't deserve to be loved by any man , how could she hurt you so badly " I said touching his cheek.

"Iyna....that's why I was really upset when Collins was trying to flirt with you , and then he sent you flowers, I became furious that his trying to take you away too, I just lost it each time I think you won't belong to me ....but I just want you all to myself, I love you so much Iyna .....I really do" he said .

I nodded.
"I love you too" I whispered.

And I kissed him.
And hugged him.

Dorris has hurt him so much , that bitch ....

And then Collins that asshole.
And his trying to have his way with me that bastard

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