My eyelids felt like someone put a ton over it..I slowly opened my eyes and the next things I experienced ,,
if u ask me the most cherishable moment of my life .I will agree on this moment .......
I saw kaname sitting beside the bed in a chair , sleeping ... And it was almost the morning ...
Though I felt a bit dizzy still I moved to my side to take a proper and close look.
Look at him ...! he is super innocent .
While sleeping he looks like just a kid ..it's a face if u ask me I can live forever just looking at him...
I don't want much .. doesn't even matter if he loves me back or not . I just want to be with this person ever and forever .
He is sleeping ,his hands flexed at his chest level , I smiled feeling happy ...
he intended to wake all night ..he was sitting wake for me but .....he slept without knowing ...
I felt good ...cz the grate KANAME uchiha ,,who is always on guard won't fall in sleep with a stranger with him.
I don't know but I just felt my weakness was fading away and some kind of happy strength is replacing it ...
though it's true kaname doesn't love me , but at least he trusts me . The most sharped sensed , on guard Captain is sleeping at ease.
I flapped the blanket over , I couldn't resist myself not going closer ,,
besides there is NO WAY !! ABSOLUTELY DEFINITELY NO way ,,,,,I will ever loose a chance like this!!!
I got down from my bed and kneeled down beside the chair ...wow ! Look at him , total peace and and smile on his face !!!!
All his emotionless jerk expression is away .... his dreadful, intense, cold silent killer look is nowhere to be seen ....
or any glimpse of anger on face ...morely it's face u won't believe can be angry ever !!! Wow !! I wouldn't believed if I hadn't see him ....
I suddenly remembered the 1st day i saw him and he ruffled my hair saying me a kid !!!! A kid !!!! What did he think of me ??? 😡
I was so angry that day or morely sad cz he actually thought me a kid !!
If someone see him now , especially the anbu or special force members,, I m sure they will have heart attacks ....him,,, looking so innocent .I couldn't ask more than this face ....
I don't know why but I felt a sad for him , him ...he could have been lived a normal life as me or boruto.
I heard from Mom that dad wanted to enroll me in S force , but he declined !
He declined knowing how much rough that journey is ..while he had to go through all of it .... at a far more younger age than me ...
I sometimes wonder , if kaname had a normal family life like that , would he be this much cold too ? Even then ?
Looking at his face now , I feel he could have been a very sweet person with that life .
This face and the face I saw yesterday , doesn't match at all . . .
This caring and not talking during the whole journey not even looking back even if I m there ...doesn't match !
This expressions and just throwing the key at me , leaving without any second word doesn't match at all ...
I don't know , I thought at 1st that , he is actually a kind and sweet .
But with these days ...I realised he is a very calm and cold person , and emotionless of course .!!!..
Is it all because of his life he had to live or just I can't make a place in his life ?
If it were someone else , would he had been different ?? I didnt realise but I felt something hot on my chick , rolling down ....
What's on Earth is happening to me ?? Just thinking about someone else with him...he can be rt ? Why I m feeling this much bad ??
What's wrong with me ?? Why am I doing this ? Why am I feeling this way ???
A strange kind of pain just coursed through my chest , why ?? Then the person in front of me suddenly coughed surprising me .
I suddenly loose my balance and fell back , I closed my eyes tightly knowing the outcome.
I still don't feel good I will probably hit my head with bed .....but then I felt someone grabbing me and pushing me towards his chest !!!
The 2nd thing I knew i was in his embrace.....is it what I think ? I suddenly stuck my own breath ...
Are u stupid !!! I can hear anger evidentted in his voice , is that a fear mixed too ??? Wow ,, gotta go girl !! I love to dream .....alright .
He ? Caring about me ? It's impossible . It's billion and billion years in future , even then , I don't think that can ever happen !
Are u stupid ? Why did u got down from bed ? Couldn't u wake me ? Kaname suddenly stopped frowning ...he sighed ....why ? Was he feeling hopeless about me ? Thinking how much stupid I can be ? And weak too ???
He pull me up and placed me on the bed , sorry it's my fault , I should have been wake .
Take rest , I will send the food .
The next thing he did , he left without any further word .. his expressions was strange ...was he really this much disappointed at me ??
