Shawn Mendes Imagines

Depression

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Shawn's POV

Being in this industry is tough. It's incredible that you get to live your dreams, but it gets tough at times. I'm away from home a lot, and I'm honestly feeling so lonely.

The only person who I talk to is Adrianna, a girl from Pickering. She's my only friend, and I barely get to see her. I need someone to talk to when I'm stressed, when I'm freaking out about a performance, when I'm upset or angry. And not just by text, I need someone physically with me.

I went to my doctor and I was diagnosed with depression and social anxiety, and my therapist told me that I should socialise more. But how? There's nobody of my age with me. I just wish Adrianna was here. I'm most comfortable talking to her, but can't get myself to type how I'm feeling.

I go back into my tourbus and get into my bunk. I try to get to sleep, but the tears keep falling down my cheeks. I keep crying for a good twenty minutes before someone pulls back the curtains to my bunk - its Andrew.

"Shawn you have a visitor." I get out of my bunk and see Adrianna.

Adrianna's POV

I see Shawn - he looks completely broken, so broken inside that it was visible outside. I pull him into my arms and wrap my arms around his neck as he cries into my shoulder. I knew he had depression but I didn't know it was this bad.

"Lets talk." I help him walk to the sofa at the back of the tourbus and we sit down. I usher for him to move closer to me. He puts his head on my lap and I take my hands through his thick brown curls.

"What's up? You know you can speak to me." I ask him.

"I...I feel so lonely and empty. I just want someone here with me." He tells me.

"Would it help if I stayed with you?" I suggest and instantly I his eyes look less empty.

"Yes...please" I pull him into a tight hug. The hug breaks, but then he kisses me - it feels amazing.

"I'm here for you sweetie. Just talk to me." I cup his cheek and kiss him again. "Come on. Lets get you to sleep." We both get into his bunk - I decide to be the big spoon. I put my arm around his body and kiss his head and we fall asleep, him in my arms, trying desperately to fix the broken pieces inside him.

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