Shawn Mendes Imagines

Seizure

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Amy's POV

I'm at tour reversals with Shawn but something seems off. He's been distant lately and he won't tell me why.

"One more time Shawn" Andrew says and I go over to Shawn.

"Are you okay babe?" I ask him, cupping his cheeks.

"Yeah I...I'm okay" he replies. His face seems a bit sweaty and he is breathing quickly.

"Deep breaths okay."

"I'm fine!" He half shouts as he falls to his knees, tears falling from his eyes.

"Shawn!" I shout as everyone runs over. I pull him into my arms and hold him tight as his body kept shaking.

"S...sorry" he says before he blacks out and stops shaking. I check his pulse and its normal. The nurse that travels with us comes up to me.

"He had a seizure. It wasn't too severe so I think he just needs to rest. Probably stress related, he probably has er...anxiety possible depression which caused it.." She explains. Andrew and Zubin lift him up and we take him home. Stress related? Anxiety? Depression? There was something this muffin wasn't telling me.

We take Shawn home and lay him down on the sofa in our flat. I cover him up with a blanket, and place a cold washcloth on his forehead.

Later that evening

"Here you go" I give him a glass of water. He drinks it but keeps quiet. "So you're gonna pretend like nothing happened to you today?"

"What do you mean? I'm fine Amy." He replies, not paying any attention to me.

"Shawn don't lie to me. There's something up with you." He ignores me. "Tell me Shawn. Speak to me." Shawn ignores me again so I get up and leave, grabbing my keys.

I drive to McDonalds, and as I'm getting my fries from the drive in I realise I shouldn't have left Shawn alone. Crap. I speed home and run into our flat and see Shawn curled up into a ball. He looked up and his eyes were puffy and red. The moment I saw him was when all the anger towards him inside me instantly faded, and I just wanted to hold him and tell him everything was okay.

"I'm sorry" he sobs and I sit next to him and he cries into my shoulder. I rub his bare back to calm him, but decided it was best to let him cry for a while.

"Deep breaths" I whisper in his ear. He calms down and I ask him what's up.

"I'm just so stressed out and like I...I just feel like the weight of t...the world is on my s...shoulders." he explains. "I...I couldn't tell anyone a...as I just c...cry when I think about it" he tells me.

"Next time you feel like this just tell me. I'll help you, I'll do anything to ease your pain. Just speak to me Shawn. And remember that I love you more than you will ever realise."

"I love you Amy. And t...thanks"

"Come here" he moves closer to me, resting his head on my chest and falls asleep in my arms.

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