Shawn Mendes Imagines

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Inspired by Newtmas_Caina_4life x go check out her imagines, they're incredible!! Xxx

This chapter discusses some mature themes and may be distressing. Its the most in depth I've gone.

Your POV

I get home from my girls holiday. I went to New York for a few days to do some shopping, and I flew back to Toronto today.

Shawn had been in LA for a few weeks and he returned to Toronto two days ago.

I open the door and see Shawn, my absolute best friend - he was like a brother to me. We even lived together. He gets up when he sees me.

"Hey Y/N." He hugs me tighter that usual and I hug back.

"Hey how are you?" I get a closer inspection of his face and it looks like he has a small bruise on his cheek. Its barely noticeable but when you see Shawn as much as I do then you notice everything.

"Yeah I'm good. I've just had a few long days at the studio so I'm tired." He didn't sound as up beat as he normally did.

I take another look at his face - he had huge bags under his eyes, his face was pinker than normal and he looked visibly down.

I then realise something serious is up with him. He wouldn't tell me now, but I wanted to get something out of him.

I decide to take him to coffee tomorrow so we could discuss things.

Shawn's POV

Dream

I'm at a Halloween party with a few friends. (A/N remember Kendall's?)

"Hey Shawn." A really pretty girl comes up to me. It takes me a few seconds to recognise her, she's Hailey Baldwin, a model.

"Hailey right?" I ask and she nods, standing close to me. I feel a bit uncomfortable so I take a step back. She takes two steps closer to me.

"Yeah. You look fit as fuck." She takes a hand through my hair and looks at me seductively. "Drink?" She passes me a tequila. "Go on. Its Halloween." I drink it and I instantly feel a bit drowsy.

"I...I'm gonna go..." I begin to walk away from her but she grabs my hand and her acrylics dig into my skin. I try to pull back but the tequila has taken my strength away.

"Come on Shawn. Let's have some fun." She leads me into a bedroom and begins to kiss me. I try to stop her but the drink has taken away my strength.

"No...no I don't want to..." I feel a sting on my cheek - she just punched me.

I remember what happened next very vividly but I try not to remember it. All I remember is how I begged for her to stop but I couldn't.

I wake up in a strange bed, all on my own, cuts and bruises all over my body and deep wounds stabbing me in my heart. Tears fall from my eyes as I get myself up, but fall straight back down.

Your POV

I get up and go into Shawn's room to see if he's awake. I notice that he's crying in his sleep. He's also moving about a lot so I sit at his bedside and gently take my fingers through his hair to wake him.

"Morning." I smile at him but he doesn't smile back.

I notice tears falling down his face so I sit him up.

"What's the matter?" I ask and he rests his head on my shoulder.

"I'm fine" he sobs.

"There's something up. You've got bruises all over you." I see he has bruises on his torso.

"I'm fine. Can we go now?" I could see he was trying hard not to cry.

"Get yourself dressed." I let him get himself washed and ready.

We leave around an hour later. There was a new cafe in Toronto so we went there.

Shawn got us a table and I go to order us some food.

Shawn's POV

I sit down at a table and check my Instagram. I decide to go let Y/N know what I wanted as I forgot to ask.

I hear a familiar voice and then feel someone hold me from the back. Tight. I feel them grip my backside and genital area.

"Hey Shawn" it was Hailey. She kisses my cheek. I guess everyone must've assumed we were together. I'm completely frozen. Memories of that night flood through my brain.

Flashback

"Hailey please don't"

"Shut up Shawn!" She says to me as she proceeds to undress me.

She grabs my backside and I'm completely numb. I can't scream for help, I just have to wait.

Wait for her to stop.

To stop abusing me.

"Did you miss me?" She whispers in my ear and she grabs my arm like she did that night.

Flashback

She grips my arm and walks me to the bedroom. I can't get free from her grasp. Its too tight and I'm frozen.

"Hailey please let me go."

"Stop being such a pussy like the rumours say!" She pushes me and I fall onto the bed.

"Lets go." She digs her nails into my arm and I feel like I'm going to vomit.

Your POV

I hear commotion behind me. I turn around and I'm absolutely horrified by what I see.

The expression on his poor face says it all.

Help me

"Get the hell away from him!" I run and push Hailey away from him. I notice a police officer run in and arrest Hailey.

My attention shifts to Shawn, and I prop his limp body up.

He is in shock.

His face was whiter than white, body limp, eyes teary and body cold.

"Lets go." His legs weren't moving. I reach up and cup his face. He flinches at first but then he's calm. "Small steps." I luckily had parked really close so we are able to walk to the car.

The drive home is silent and I let Shawn sleep.

We get home and Shawn goes straight to his room. I go and make him a cup of tea and take it to his room.

Shawn is laying shirtless in bed, his duvet covering him. He is staring into the ceiling, tears in his eyes.

"Here have this." I put the tea at his bedside table and sit by him. He moves his head into my lap. "Has she done that before?"

"Y...yes" he cries into my leg. All I can do is ruffle his hair to calm him.

"Hey its okay." I wipe his tears with my thumbs.

"It haunts me" he says with so much pain in his voice.

"You'll get through it, I know you will lovey. We are all right here, just speak to us." I comfort him and let him lay in my lap as he gets some much needed rest.

Hope you liked it xx ❤