Shawn Mendes Imagines

Panic Attack

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Shawn's POV

I'm at the Ellen Show right now and my throat is so sore, but I need to perform a really important song - it's called Hold On and it's something I wrote the other day when things got tough.

"So what's this song about?" Ellen asks me. This song is so emotional and I've been finding it hard to sing, not just due to my voice - it means a lot to me so I want it to be perfect. I can feel that I am about to have a mental breakdown.

"I....erm..." my eyes begin to dart around the room.

Adrianna's POV

I'm backstage and I get a text from Andrew.

Please can you come to the stage ASAP. I'm worried about Shawn.

I run onto the stage. Shawn gets up but collapses to his knees so I run over to him and pull him into my arms and he sobs into my chest.

"What's up?" I cup his pinkish cheeks, kissing his tears away.

"I...I...stress...song...perfect..." he manages to say. I help him to his feet and we walk to the sofa backstage. He rests his head on my shoulder, bringing his legs over mine and dangles his legs over the armrest of the sofa.

"You'll be fine... just breath my honey. Focus on yourself." I place a kiss on his lips and Andrew comes in.

"Let's get you home." Andrew tells him. I help get Shawn to his feet and he was clearly weak.

"My chest..."

"Come on. Lets get you to the car then you can sleep." The Ellen studio was almost two hours from the airport as we were flying back to Toronto. We get into the car.

"Can I lean on you?" Shawn asks me.

"Of course you can my love." Shawn puts his head onto my lap and I stroke his hair.

"That song...it means so much to me Adrianna."

"I understand Shawnie, but please take care of your mental health. You had a panic attack and you've not been yourself lately. Take a break for a few weeks, and your fans will understand. But I don't want this to happen again. I love you and you mean so much to me." I tell him, then lean down to kiss his head.

"I just want to sleep for a long time" he laughs. "I'm exhausted."

"Get to sleep hunny." Shawn closes his eyes and falls asleep in my arms.

I hope you liked this, its not my best but sixth form is stressing me out rn and today has been the first day I've had to myself in a while xx