For Everything A Reason: A Parmiga Love Story

He's Using You

I hit my head. Not again, not again this couldn't be happening maybe its just bein screwy this month and i have the flu I tried to reassure myself, but I knew that the only other time I had been late was when I was pregnant. I felt tears run down my cheek I did't know what to do, and I had nobody I could talk to obviously not Freddie, Evan, or Emma. I picked up my phone and called Ashley. "hey T" she said. "Ash I need you to come to Vera's right now with a pregnacy test, I screwed up" I said fighting the tears. "Jeez T you and Freddie got busy fast" she started to laugh. "I didn't fuck Freddie" I said. "Evan again" she asked. "Well sort of" I cried. "omg T ill be over in fifteen" she said then she hung up the phone. A couple of minutes later Vera knocked on my door "Tais can I come in" she asked. "umm yeah one second" I said. I quickly washed my face so she couldn't see my tears then walked to open my door. "hey wait have you been crying" Vera asked. "no, well yeah actually I was practicing my lines" I smiled. "oh okay well Im going to the store ill be bak in a hour" she said. "okay Ashley's coming over" I said. "sounds good" she smiiled and closed the door. I walked back to my bed to see I had a text from Evan. -look what gracie and I are watching- I clicked the picture and it was of him our, well his dog now with Aladin on  the tv screen in the background and I started to laugh and cry at the same time. -I heard that was a good movie- I responded. My phone vibrated, but before I could open my bedroom door opened. "that was fast" I said. "yeah well my sister keeps some under her bathroom cabinet so I didn't have to stop" Ashly said as she threw a bag at me. I took a deep breath and opened the box. "dude I dont want to do this" I said. "you have to T everything will work out" she smiled. "ugh okay, i'll be right back" I said. I took the test and waited for a minute that felt like ten years. I walked out of the bathroom. "you look I can't" I said holding the test up to her. "um yeah you should look" she said, so I did, and once again that unholy pink plus sign presented itself. "dude what the fuck am I going to do" I said as tears ran down my face. "well you have five optionshe said. she was sitting on the bed and I was pacing back and fourth. "five"Iasked"well you can get an abortion, give it up for adoption, keep it without telling Evan, Tell Evan and keep it, or fly to London right now have sex with freddie and claim its his" she said. "well the last one is out" I demanded. "well pick one with your heart" she said. "honestly I want to keep it, and I want to leave Evan out of it, and ill tell Freddie I can't be with him" I said. she nodded her head. "I think thats a good idea, so does this mean I am going to be an aunt" she said. I smiled and nodded my head "I guess so" I said. she stood up and gave me a hug. I was honesty happy I waas going to have a baby, and be a mom. "umm you ironocally have a text from Evan" she said handing me my phone. "yeah he sent me a picture" I said unloking my phone to see what he responed. - Just a classic that a certain someone didn't see until she was 16- I smiled. "ohh what is it another botty call" she asked. "um no hes never given me a booty call" I said. "whatever T, he uses you for sex" she said. "No he doesn't" I rolled my eyes. "then why doeshe only call or see you when he's mad at Emma" she said. "stop being a bitch, it's not like that" I said. "Then ask him if he is in a figh with Emma right now because I bet thats why he's texting you, and how is it not like that T if he loved you it would be you getting married to him and not Emma" she said. "fine Ill text him" I said. I picked up my phone -wheres Emma, are you guys fighting?- I immediaty got a response. -she went to her aunts for a couple of days, we did get into a little fight though, but how did things work out with Freddie- "what did he say" she asked. "theyre in a fight, but then he asked me about Freddie" I said. "hes using you" she said. "stop Ashley, I dont need this right now" I screamed. "you just need to realize what he's doing" she screamed back. Then all the sudden the door opened. "why are you guys fighting" Vera asked. "Its stupid" I said. "no its not, Im trying to tell her Evan only uses her for sex" Ashley said. "why are you guys even talkingabout Evan" vera said looking around the room. "Wait T is that a pregnacy test on the dresser" she said , but before I could answer "That better be Ashley's" she demanded.