stardust | ✔

xxix.

'BREAKING ME'

there's nothing left for me here

you tore everything away

piece by piece

straw by straw

you untangle me

and then leave me astray

oh, how this oblivion hurts

how it hurts that you can't see

that with every calming word

you stab me in the chest

instead of setting me free

oh how it hurts

that you don't realize

that taking steps back
is hurting my pride

that your progress is wonderful, but it is blinding you too

because since you've made new friends
you left me in the blue

i am breaking here

i've been torn apart

by the voices that tell me to kill myself
and the voices that shut me up
i am breaking here

darling can't you see?
i need your help more then ever,

but i am too afraid to speak

there's nothing left for me here,

you tear all i have away

with your beautiful chaotic mind

you've taken the last piece

and now i'm crumbling
now i'm breaking apart

and the knight in shining armor

has become my angel of death

the knight in shining armor

has left me for dead

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i'm going on a hiatus-ish thing, since i'm going away for 4 days to belgium, and after that i have a week filled with tests and important shit at school. so stardust won't be updated for a long time. (or something like that, idk)