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'FEELING'

i feel like dying today

the heavy feeling on my chest won't disappear

no matter how many times i try to swallow it

it stays

pressing

on my chest and knotting in my stomach


i feel like dying today

like i am ready to go on,

even if i have nothing to leave

on this earth so people can remember me

even if my existence seems to have been a fucking waste

i feel like leaving ["for a while?"]

no, i feel like dying today

i feel like jumping off a bridge---





i feel like---

there's this--

i feel like dying---


i feel like i am dying today.





"today i feel
like suicide
tomorrow i
might be
alright—"

song keep popping up in my head when i write lmao.

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