All yours

Bad Day

2 weeks later
Lana's POV
Daddy I whispered walking into the our room where daddy was yelling from.
Lana out he growled.
Yes daddy I mumbled going downstairs trying to ignore his sadness.
"Honey everyone griefs differently"
I just want to help I sniffed.
"I know honey how about a snack"
"Can I have grapes please"
"Of course honey"She gave me a small bowl of grapes and I ate them slowly and colored my picture.
Lana baby daddy's sorry for getting mad at you Daddy whispered.
It's okay I mumbled not taking my eyes off my picture.
"No baby girl it's not okay daddy had no right to get mad at you when you did nothing wrong"
"But I didn't leave you alone"
"Baby girl I don't ever want you to think that I don't want your comfort when I'm upset.You help daddy feel better baby girl"
"I do daddy"
"Of course baby girl"
"I colored picture so daddy feel better"
"You did baby girl daddy loves your pictures"I nodded and felt my cheeks heat up.I slid it over to him and he smiled.
"It's beautiful baby daddy loves all your pictures"
"Thankies daddy"
"Your welcome baby girl I love you"
"I love you too daddy..did your mommy go to heaven"
"Yes baby girl she did"
"I'm sorry daddy"
"It's okay baby girl she's not suffering anymore"
"Do we have to go to funeral"
"Yes we do baby girl well you don't have to if you don't want too I have Caleb come sit with you"
"Daddy your going"
"Yes I am with Sammy"
"I go too then"
"Well if you change your mind you just let daddy know"
"I will daddy"
"Are you having some grapes"
"Yes daddy Katrina got them for me"
"She did well that was nice of her"
"Daddy are you okay"
"I'm starting to get better baby girl"
"Good daddy don't want you to be sad"
"I know baby girl I don't want you to be sad either"
"I nots sad daddy"
"That's good baby girl..Sammy is going to join us for dinner tonight okay"
"Okay daddy"
"Katrina can you make spaghetti and meatballs for dinner"
"Of course..salad too"
"Sounds fine"
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"Hi Sammy"
"Hey Lan"
"I'm sorry about your mom"
"It's okay she's happier now hopefully"Calvin asked me to be a big girl tonight since the funeral director is joining us I guess.Calvin pulled me into the chair with him.I giggled and nuzzled into him as he pressed kisses to my cheek.
"I love you"
"I love you to Cally"
"Cal your guest is here"
"Coming Katrina"
"Welcome to our home Mr.Williams"
"Thank you for inviting me"I stayed close to Cally him holding me close to him.He was getting territorial I could tell.I put my hand with my ring on his chest and he sighed softly his body relaxing as Mr.William's eyes focused on Samantha.
"Okay shall we get started"
"Yes I think we should"I sat in my usually seat next to Cally and the funeral director sat next to Sammy.
"Lana honey do you want to come help me"
Yes please I stuttered hurrying to the kitchen.
"What's wrong honey"
That man is scary I whispered.
It's okay honey Calvin and Samantha would never let anything bad to you she whispered.I sucked on my thumb and made myself present in daddy's sight line.As soon as he seen me sucking my thumb he excused himself from the table.
"Hey what's wrong with my baby girl"
Man is scary I whimpered and clutched his shirt.
"Sh baby your okay daddy's got you"
Daddy I cried making grabby hands at him.
"Do you want to go to your princess room baby girl while he's here and daddy will feed you once he's gone"
"Daddy you stay with me"
"Daddy can't baby girl he needs to help Sammy"
"Call bubba"
"I can sit up there with her Calvin.Would you like to play with dollies"
Yes..daddy never plays dollies with me I sniffed.
I do too Calvin mumbled and I giggled.
"Come on honey let's let daddy finish up and then he can take my place with the dollies"
"Okay"I kissed daddy and he smiled.
"Daddy will be up soon"
"Okay daddy"
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Daddy I whispered leaning over him as he was asleep.
"What is it baby girl"
"Daddy who was man"
"That was the funeral director baby girl he helps people go to heaven..and helps families say goodbye"
"Oh daddy"I played with his hair and he chuckled.
"Baby girl it's bed time"
"But I'm not sleepy"
"Do you want a story"
"Yes please daddy"
"What kind of story"
"Princess daddy please"
"Here go pick a book baby girl"I ran over to the bookshelf and picked my favorite Merida book.
Daddy should of known he murmured as I handed him the book snuggling into him.I sucked on my pacifier and he smiled as he started to read.I turned the pages and daddy kissed my hair.I dozed off to daddy's voice reading to me.