Blade- Adopted by Demi Lovato

[15] I Pray.

CHAPTER 15- I Pray. 

Charlie's POV 

"Mommy where are we going?" I asked, watching the trees as we drove in the car. My mommy smiled, "You're gonna go stay with some really nice people while mommy does some errands." I frowned, "You're leaving me?" She nodded, "Only for a little bit." We stopped outside a big house and mommy took me out of the car, "Charlotte, there are a lot of kids here just like you, you can laugh and play all day long. I'll come get you soon." I grabbed onto her shirt, "I don't wanna go!" A lady walked up, she had weird white hair, "Hello! You must be Miss Lovato, is this Charlotte?" I shied into my mommy, the lady was strange.. she talked weird. "Charlotte this is the nice lady, she is going to watch you for a while and play with you." I began to cry, "No! I wanna stay with you!" My mommy gave me to the lady, ripping my hands from her shirt. "NO!" I screamed, as she walked back to the car. "MOMMY NO!" She turned back around and blew me a kiss that i desperately tried to catch. "I love you babygirl! I'm so sorry." 

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         "Charlie! Wake up!" I sat up in the bed, my heart pumping wildly. "Shh baby you're okay." Demi whispered. pulling me down next to her and running her long manicured nails through my hair soothingly. I took deep breaths, trying to calm down. "It was just a dream." I nodded, and buried my face into her chest. Although the action of being comforted by Demi was still foreign, it was soothing, and I began to breath normally. "What was it sweetie? What was your dream?" I sighed, "The day you left." It was silent for a minute, and when I looked up Demi's eyes were closed and tears were rolling down her cheeks. "Demi? Why are you crying?" She wiped at her eyes but more just kept coming. "I-I.... I remember that day every single night. I lay in bed and think about how much I regret it. I barely even said goodbye to you. When I got home I didn't leave my house for two weeks, then went on tour, then went to rehab. I was a complete mess. I tried to get you back babygirl, I really did. But my management told me that you deserved a normal life, one that I couldn't give you. Everynight I would pray to God thar a nice family had or would adopt you. So you could have a mom that would kiss you at night, not throw you in bed and go clubbing. A mom that you could run to at night when you had a bad dream and not wake up to an even worse nightmare. I wanted for you everything that I wasn't. Even though it killed me, the though of you calling someone else 'Mommy' in that adorable baby voice of yours. Someone else guiding you as you grew up into an amazing young lady. Someone else scaring away all of the boys, and then finally giving their blessing to the right one. Someone else to hold your baby... I could barely think about it without wanting to crawl into a hole and die. It killed me inside but I knew it hurt you more, so I made it a mission to find you and apologize... But now that I'm here I can't even express how sorry I am babygirl... I'm so sorry." She broke off into sobs and I pulled her into a hug,
"It's okay mom. I love you too." 

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