Chapter 4

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It's been a month and I guess I'm not any better.

He's always hanging out with someone else other than me.

We haven't even held hands and I might be getting depression.

It's probably rubbing off from him.

I just want to break up with him.

I'm afraid though.

I was walking to my next class when all of a sudden, Josh's ex stops in front of me.

"He's going to break up with you today" she spats.

"Good for you" I walk past her and straight to first period.

After the next period, I try to find Josh and when I do, I pull him aside.

"Josh, ok, I can't do this anymore. We need to break up" I say and he nods.

"Good" he says before walking away.

Ok?

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(Quick wasn't it)

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After school I went to Jack's house alone.

I knock on his door waiting for him to answer and a few minutes later he does.

"Hey" he says and I smile.

"Come in" he adds and I enter.

We both sit on his couch, me next to him.

"I broke up with him" I say and look at him. He was already looking at me.

"Good" he says and wraps an arm around my shoulders.

"He was a dick" he says smiling.

"You are too" I laugh and he looks at me.

"And why is that?"

"I don't know" I say and he laughs.

I then poke his dimples.

"S'cute" I say and he laughs more.

We decide to watch a movie and I sat close to him because mainly I was cold.

But he always kept me warm. No matter what.

I hold my pinky out to him and he hooks his and we stayed like that.

That probably sounds awkward and weird to you, but that's how we are.

We did that because our saying is

"Whenever Forever"

Which means we will be there for each other no matter what forever.

No matter what.

That's how we showed how much we meant to each other.

And I loved that.

I loved how we have this close friendship.

I love....

Him.

I love Jack.

The way he always cares for me.

How he always makes me happy.

When he makes sure I'm safe.

Whenever we make fun of each other.

No matter what happened, he was there for me and

I

Love

Him

But I'm not letting anyone know.

I mean, he probably doesn't even like me back and I'm being delusional.

And if I did tell him, I would ruin our friendship.

I'm not risking anything.

I know one thing though.

I'm in love with my best friend, Jack Dail.

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Short chapter but...idk :)

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