WaqueKoala Original: A guy's confession

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'They say when someone falls in love for the first time, you can't forget who was the person for it never dies. You say its true, you say its not, but sometimes fate just play silly games to brush you off.

You may say I feel like an idiot, spewing bullshit. But that just who I am, an expert of every kind of  bullshit that I do. Well, if bullshit aside its fucking normal.

I feel like a dying fish, being carried by the waves. Lifeless, broken, and can't be saved.

And now I truly understand. I'm just a big idiot. I know that. Should I returned that love for you, everything would change.

I know that when we were kids, you liked me. But I didn't returned the favor. Why? Cuz I was an idiot. I only saw you as a friend. Nothing more.

And now I turned older, I just realized the truth.

And I blame myself for that.

I don't know if I can move on.

But someday, someday. If you are hurt or troubled.

I'll just be here, waiting for you to come home.'

-Howland Frost

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