This was the second time I woke up to the cracking of a fire, only this time there was also the rumble of thunder. Opening my eyes and sitting up a little I saw Harry leaning against a tree, eyes closed. We were under an over hang of low tree branches that mostly protected us and the fire from the rain. I was still only in the shirt from the ward, it was cold as hell, and I was all cut up. But from what? The only thing that cut me up was.. the monsters, but I thought that was only in my head? Schooching closer to the fire I pushed the thought out if my mind and stuck my hand in a little to far burning my skin.
"Fuck," I muttered pulling it back and rubbing the burned area.
Harry sat up and opened his eyes letting out a small yawn. He licked his lips and rubbed his eyes, yet to lay them on me. I decided that Harry and I could stick together but I wasn't going to take his crap and I wasn't going to be so nice and just give into him.
"You're up," I said sitting up a little straighter and pulling my knees to my chest.
"Yeah, and so are you," he said looking at me with an unreadable expression.
"What happened to your face?" I asked looking at the fire.
"Nothing, what happened to yours, and your neck?" He asked coming closer to me.
I quickly moved away, almost as if I had flinched, before touching my neck lightly.
"What's wrong with my neck?" I asked feeling no pain when I touched it.
"There's a hand print burned into your skin all the way around it," he said reaching out to touch me.
"Stop," I said pushing his hand away," I don't know what happened but it doesn't matter, we'd better get going."
I stood up and brushed the dirt off me as best I could before shivering again.
"Are you crazy? It's pouring, we'll get sick, then we're defiantly screwed," he said pulling me back down.
I didn't fight him and stayed where I was curling up.
"Why did you even leave me in the first place?" I asked bitterly.
I saw him close his eyes and cover his face with one hand for a moment.
"I didn't want you to end up like Taylor," he said with a small sigh, dropping his hand.
"Taylor?" I asked feeling a ping of jealousy, making me curse mentally.
"Yeah, she was at the ward before you showed up. I got really close to her, I liked her so much hell I even loved her," he said with a scoff.
"And?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"I killed her."
I gasped quietly, taken aback by this. Trying to form the right words I stuttered for a moment making me sound scared.
"You killed her?" I asked,"why? What did she ever do to you?"
"I got to close to her, the demon loved what I would do to her while I loved her, he took over and I couldn't stop him," he said dropping his head.
I blinked a couple times seemingly frozen in the awkward position I had come to find myself in, when something clicked in my mind.
"Are you saying you love me?" I asked quietly.
He lifted his head and his eyes met mine, he didn't have to speak for me to know the answer.
"No!" I said quickly getting to my feet and stumbling back a little,"don't say that, don't you dare! How could you? After everything you've done to me? And that fact you've known me for what, not even 5 days?!"
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It's All In Your Head. (Harry Styles)
FanfictionDon't be afraid of the dark, they said. Monsters aren't real, they said. It's all in your head, they said. Contains: sexual content and disturbing parts.