That's French, Love (FALEC)

★ [DIX-HUIT]: Kyran's Brotherly Advice

[DIX-HUIT]: Kyran's Brotherly Advice

"Letting go doesn't mean forgetting. It means realizing and accepting it is not part of your reality. Letting go is just letting it become a memory."

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may 2, wednesday, alec's room

[ALEC LOUISE]~

I was heading to school when Kyran headed to my direction when I stood still and waited for him to reach me. "What does your text mean?" Kyran asked me in a worried tone.

"Funneh posted something about Aynao drenched in mud or something." I told Kyran and his eyes widened. "Do you have any picture or something? Or is it still up?" I shaked my head and pulled my phone from my pocket.

I scrolled through my texts with Prince and showed the picture to Kyran, "Oh god, that troublemaking girl." Kyran quietly said, in anger. He then thanked me and walked away.

I was partly confused on what he was supposed to do. Maybe he was going to reprimand her, and I would understand why. As Ayano entered the room everyone stared at her with glares and spiteful comments.

I rolled my eyes and see Funneh walking inside with a huge grin on her face. Stupid. I slowly walked towards her and forcefully dragged her with me. "Come with me." Funneh's eyes widen as she glares at me.

"What do you want?" I sighed and looked at her, she was turning into Ayano now, "Stop. Messing. With. Her." I muttered quietly through gritted teeth. Funneh shaked her head with an amused expression. "What do you mean?" I was astonished by this girl.

"Please, stop messing with her. Stop destroying yourself. Stop corrupting yourself!" I tell her. Funneh looked at me with a glint of pain in her eyes. "Listen, if you don't agree with me, then don't talk to me." Her lips parted to mutter at me venomously.

"Fine." I continued, "Fine, if you don't want to listen to me then listen to your brother. He can get through your head. Stop making fun of Ayano, I don't have any sides to pick. You look pathetic doing this." I had left her in a corner and closed my eyes in attempt to control myself.

I didn't even know on why I was telling her this—! She's such a stubborn girl.

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[KYRAN DELLAN]~

I was so aggrevated, so mad at Funneh. She was destroying herself. She was getting mad due to a pathetic sister. I would've blamed Ayano for turning her into a b*tch. But it was also Funneh's fault, she also dragged herself into this.

I came home from volleyball practice and grabbed my keys from my pocket to open the door. Opening to see the same vibe, chaos. I couldn't feel love, or peace in this household. Our parents were always busy, Ayano didn't like to hang out with me, and Funneh was busy memorizing her French words or phrases.

I climbed the stairs and barged into Funneh's room. I couldn't contain the sadness and aggrevation that I felt, "What the hell Funneh! I told you to f*cking drop it—! I told you to stop. f*cking. continuing this fight! But you continued this. I told you to stop acting petty. Stay here and think about everything, everything you did." I reprimanded her, no one's going to do this except me.

I was just so concerned for my sister. Since Ayano had entered this household we had been nothing for mom ever since. I hurted seeing my sister's tears and sobs flow out of her eyes, crying her eyes out until they were red.

At first, I couldn't help but blame Ayano. She was the one at fault for breaking the family that I had once loved dearly. I was hurting too, seeing my sister being like this.

Funneh ignored me and my glare. She covered herself with her blanket and I had left her room.

"Mom, who are you?" I wiped the tears that I had felt this day. As being the eldest, the pressure was being placed on my shoulder to fix everything.

I acted strong and all that sh*t. But I couldn't anymore. I missed dad. I missed the guy that always made me smile. Now, only Funneh and her made me smile.

Gold made me smile, but I was scared that I might hurt her, and make her cry a waterfall. Love isn't easy with the one you really love, love is delicate. She doesn't deserve a careless guy like me. A guy that was always useless to their family.

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I sat in my room, for some reason I was spacing out. I was staring at my blank television for awhile. I was in deep thought, I was now looking for a solution.

When suddenly I heard someone sobbing, it was Funneh. I had turned to her direction and she ran towards me to hug me. "I-I'm sorry, Kyran, I'm so sorry." I nodded and patted her on the back. I persuaded her to sit beside me and to confess, so I would be able to understand on what she was feeling.

"Funneh, I'm not mad at you. I'm just. . annoyed, you ignored my advice. You always ignored my advice." I muttered bitterly, with Funneh's gaze on me. "I'm sorry, I was just mad, I just wanted Ayano to have a taste of her own medicine." I sighed deeply, and sat beside her feeling f*cking weak.

"I was mad too, but you have to understand Funneh that hate is too heavy, let it go." I reply, Funneh stares at me for a few seconds. "It was hard wasn't it?" I shot a questioning look. "Hard maintaning our family right? I understand, I saw you cry." I wasn't surprised that she just dropped the bomb on me.

"It was so hard Funneh. When our stepdad wasn't here, mom was working and working. I had to check if you weren't abondoning yourself and I had to check if you bathed, you used your toothbrush, you exercised, you did everything you needed to do."

I explained, then I remember every memory. Funneh smiled at me then hugged me again. "Kyran I appreciate everything, I'm sorry, I'll stop."

My sister had the heart afterall.

EDITED: APRIL 18, 2018