That's French, Love (FALEC)

★ [TRENTE]: His Tiredness Got The Best Of Him

[TRENTE]: His Mutters That Couldn't Be Heard

"She was finally ok, or atleast she believed. She had no idea where she was going. But she sure knows where she's been and anywhere was better than that."

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may 3, thursday, public library

[ALEC LOUISE]~

As bluenette left the room in a swift manner and I had decided to stay in the library for a few minutes. My eyes had been betraying me for the whole day since I had only got one hour worth of shut eye.

My main point is that I was tired and I couldn't walk myself home. After a few minutes I was being shaken up by someone, "Uhm, I'm sorry but we're closing the library now." The old lady smiled sweetly at me.

"Oh, I'm sorry." I grumble and stood up from my desk. "What time is it may I ask?" The lady checked the clock and my eyes wandered to her same gaze. "It's about eleven forty - six." What the hell, four hours went by that fast? I thanked the old lady, picked up my stuff and bolted out the door.

My mother was probably worried sick, my father was probably going to scold me. I am going to be freaking dead.

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I panted, and tried to catch my breath. While beads of sweat were running down the sides of my face. I enter the house to see the worried faces of my mother and father.

"Honey! Where have you been—?!" My mother rushed to my sweating figure and hugged me tightly, "I-I've fallen asleep in the library." I panted in exhaustion and wiped my sweat.

"W-Why were you sleeping? Didn't you get sleep last night?" I carelessly shrugged it off and decided to walk upstairs, my father stopped me.

"Talk to me later in the office, you can't just sneak around whenever you want." I nodded and headed to my room when I heard my father scoffed at me and muttered a word. "Rascal."

I entered my room and exhaustion, and just forgot about everything that was going to happen. Oh god, I shouldn't have stayed up last night, but whatever, if it was for my brother then I'll do it. I deserve everything that has happened to me. My eyes close to embrace the feeling of darkness around me.

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[FUNNEH EVA]~

I smoothed over my skirt and sighed in response. Today was the day that my stepfather decided that we should've taken a break and had a peaceful family dinner. "Are you ready Eva?" Kyran asked through the gap of my door, I faced him and nodded. Shutting off all the lights and locking my bedroom door, I bid goodbye to my lovely bedroom.

It was still eight in the night and I had just left the library. Alec must've went home after I left. "So, how was the session?" We hopped inside the car as Kyran asked me a question, I shrugged. "Nothing really happened, I just practiced the words with him and yeah, it was a normal evening."

"Hmm, sure."

I rolled my eyes and looked around. Ayano was in the front seat, and she was ignoring us. For the past few days she had been ignoring me, which was good news. I actually felt good, the feeling without a heavy weight on your shoulders of having to defend yourself everytime you are faced with a false statement

We had arrived inside the restaurant. I had walked towards our table and grabbed a chair to seat in. Kyran sat beside me to avoid Ayano.

I assumed that he also didn't like Ayano, which was quite understandable. When our menu was being handed to the each of us, I faced Kyran. "What are you ordering?" Kyran shrugged and I shrugged in return. This was a traditional French restaurant, and I wasn't sure on what to order since this was our first time going out.

The waiter approaches our table, "What would you all like to order?" My mother smiled sweetly. "We would love to order a cassoulet, a confit de canard, a nicoise salad." The waiter nodded then wrote it down on his notepad, "Any more?" My mother glanced at us, "What do you Kyran and Funneh want?" I glance at Kyran and he also glances at me.

"Uhh, I will order a beef bourguignon." I awkwardly mutter. "And I'll have that too," Kyran says, then we were followed by the desserts. "Uh, I think everyone would love a souffle?" We all nodded at mom and continued our dinner.

A few minutes later had passed and our food finally arrived. We all munch our food, with mom and Ayano talking to eachother. For the past few years, they have really gotten close. And I was kind've jealous.

But, I had nothing to do to be able to change everything. So, what do I even do when this happens? I feel like every sheer moment I spend with my family the more I feel ignored. Kyran was the only one that was able to make me comforted. After finishing our dishes, the desserts were handed to us and we quickly finished the delicious desserts.

Our parents paid the bill and we were on our way to go back home again. Ayano was happy this time, and I don't know why. But I shrugged and hopped back to the car. I also see that our parents were happy. I sighed to myself and also wore a stupid smile, whatever. I wasn't happy, but who could've noticed anyways?

EDITED: APRIL 21, 2018

Listen, I'm sorry I don't know anything about French cuisine, I just searched for French food and yeah just looked for some, and wrote it down.