That's French, Love (FALEC)

★[TRENTE QUATRE]: Awkwardly Sad?

[TRENTE QUATRE]: Awkwardly Sad?

"And sometimes she'll get sad and she'll share it with you. Not for you to cheer her up. Just be quiet and feel it with her. Because sometimes she needs to feel it to let it go, but she doesn't want to feel so alone."

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may 6, sunday, venue

[FUNNEH EVA]~

"What about her?" I asked.

My mother's gaze remains on us, as the sadness in her glance became evident. "I'm sorry, I have seen on what you both had been becoming lately. I'm sorry for neglecting to take care of you."

Mom wipes her tears slowly. The tension was really obvious since we haven't even had a proper conversation alone. 

Kyran looks at me while I also look at him, it was really strange? Talking to my mother. "What do you mean?" Kyran asks, scratching the back of his neck. "Yeah, I know what you feel. I know you feel sad, but please understand that what I'm doing is for you all."

I roll my eyes, "What? By ignoring us?!" Kyran stays silent as I try to stop my sobs. "No, you—see with Ayano," Kyran and I pursed our lips. "Please, all I ask for is time, give me time to speak."

I nod, whatever, I wanted to know what the hell was happening once and for all. "When. . when your stepfather started to live with us," My mother explained. "He told me that Ayano's biological mother never really cared about her, but everything that Ayano wanted she provided. So your stepfather told me that she needed special attention."

Mom stated, "She has uh, become really spoilt right now. But, I do love her as she was my own child."

It was my turn to ask, "But mom, why did you seem to rub of irritable for us? What did we do wrong?" Kyran nodded beside me. "I was stressed, weighing the responsibilities for three lost teenagers, at this stage it seems to me that I just lost control. Ayano's need of my attention all the time has made me stressed. And also work with models to promote my clothes."

My mind twisted into a way that it hasn't been before. Now, it seemed like I had seen my mother in a new light. She hasn't changed, at all.

"Funneh, I'm sorry for the fights that I've caused. I love you. I'm so sorry, Kyran I would love to see you playing volleyball again and to cheer for your victory but I was too busy."

Both of us hugged mom tightly. I was overwhelmed. My mother truly loved us, and I was just batting a blind eye. I was the stupid jerk here.

I should've just placed myself in her shoes. We both seperated the hug. "Mom, what about dad? Didn't you once even visited him?" My mother smiled, her eyes gleamed with happiness.

"He was the love of my life, I would never forget him. I visit him in the early mornings." My smile just widened a bit more, knowing about this was precious. My mother was the best mother, and we didn't even pay attention.

Ayano and my stepfather started to walk towards the car. We all wipe our tears and laughed about it. "Did you see mommy? Everyone loved my design!" Ayano bragged, smiling widely. "Oh yes darling,"

Kyran and I looked eye to eye and smiled at eachother. It felt so surreal. And yet, at this moment I could hug, kiss, or just talk to my mother.

Nothing has changed about her. She was still the woman that loved her kids dearly and I admired her.

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After washing up and getting dressed in our sleeping attire. Kyran and I had a long conversation about what happened, our thoughts, our happiness, our memories.

It was pretty late even when we started to talk, so we may have regretted the decision? But, it does matter alot to us.

"I can't believe that mom was able to tolerate her for like. . nine years?" Kyran nodded, "Yeah, nine years. I'm seriously appauled."

I chuckled. "Mom really is a superhero. The best one yet, I finally believe that everything will soon go back to normal. Except for one change that may deem permanent." I exclaim.

"Yeah, but I really hope Ayano straightens up her attitude. She is missing out on too many damn things in life that are actually enjoyably priceless. Like, happiness."

I smile at Kyran and hugged him. "Thank you for being with me sis, through thick and thin." I grin, but Kyran didn't notice though.

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Alec and I were back at it again with square one. He was with his pathetic 'deafeated' personality. "I. . can't do this for now." I shake my head in disbelief, "I can't believe you're doing me this right now."

Alec glared at me and scoffed. "Fine do what you must," I gave up.

Alec slept for an hour. He was muttering undistinguishable things in his nap and it freaked me a bit. "I'm sorry." He muttered all over again.

Soon, Alec was sweating, he was crying, and he was moving around. I stppd up to wake his sleeping figure, "Alec! Wake up!" I yell, Alec moved around in his bed and then woke up.

"E-Evan d-died b-because of me." He sadly states, leaving me confused. "Quel est le problème avec son mec? Il se moque de moi, me regarde, se moque de moi. Puis, soudainement retourne dans ce ?!" I mutter slowly.

Leaving Alec dazed. He was scratching the back of his neck in confusion. I hope he didn't understand anything. I spoke quietly and he doesn't even know about sentence structure yet.

"W-What?" I shrug, "Nothing." Alec's eyebrow raises for his lips to part a question. "Did you say something that would offend me if I hear it?"

I shake my head and stick my tongue out. "Good that you don't understand." I place my face on my open palm and stared at him.

"C'mon Reed, we have one more hour for our session to finish. Let's speed back into work."

TRANSLATION:
( What's wrong with his guy? He mocks me, glares at me, scoffs at me. Then, suddenly flips into this?! )

EDITED: APRIL 27, 2018