That's French, Love (FALEC)

★ [QUARANTE SIX]: The Guilt Was Too Much

[QUARANTE SIX]: The Guilt Was Too Much

"And the women whose heart isn't afraid to love and whose feet aren't afraid to walk, is a woman who won't be stopped."

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may 17, wednesday, funneh's room

[FUNNEH EVA]~

"Ky! The school said that there would be school tomorrow!" I yelled from the hall. I didn't really care since it wasn't supposed to be secretive anyways.

Kyran peeks his head with a bagel on his mouth nodding at me. He raised his hands to do a thumbs up and I nodded in return. "Want to do something today?" I asked him.

Kyran shaked his head, "Nope. I'd rather not today. I'm sore." He groaned, stretching his legs. He practiced yesterday in our own volleyball field (and he practice almost all day today). "Okayyyy."

I headed to my room in boredom, spinning around and just looking around my room and running ideas on what to do. I go through my phone for an hour and sigh in exasperation.

Kyran was sore from practice, mom was busy, I never go out with father, and Ayano. . I don't even think about her one bit.

Someone was knocking on my door repeatedly. "Come in!" I yelled, slowly turning my spiny chair to the door's direction.

It was Kyran again, he pointed outside as I raise an eyebrow. I walk outside of my room, he led me to the door and made me listen to Ayano's door.

I asked him 'why' and he whispered for me to just do it. I obliged and sticked my ear to the door to hear quiet sobs. "Why is she crying?" I whisper, Kyran shrugs in also pure confusion.

We both knock on the door, well, Kyran did, I just looked at him hesitantly and distanced myself to the door. "C-Come in." Ayano stuttered.

We both enter quietly with hesitance as we took a glance of Ayano. Ayano turns around in shock. "Why are you guys in here? What do you want?" She wasn't demanding or mad, but she was quiet.

Her voice was soft spoken, and it was much better that way. "Ayano, why are you crying?" I ask, Ayano sniffs and wipes her tears.

"because I'm tired, I'm tired of fighting Funneh. I want to be happy again, to feel the happiness again. I'm so tired! The guilt was too much." Ayano admitted, a silent gasp escaping from my throat.

I went to hug her as Kyran stood in shock and astonishment. "Why couldn't have you done it sooner? Why did you have to take this long Ayano?" I ask her, she sobbed into my shoulder.

"I am so sorry, for all I've done, I can't pretend to hate you so anymore." She sniffed, "Why did you hate me anyways?" I ask, curious of the particular reason.

Ayano sighed, "When I entered this house ten years ago, you were the golden child, the attention was always on you. So I wanted to prove myself, to show myself that I am capable of being better than you," I stay silent, listening to her quietly.

"But my dad was already fond of me, always spoiling me." I nodded and laughed a nervous laughter. "Yeah." Ayano threw her tissue in her trash, with it landing successfully.

Kyran then sat beside me to listen himself. "About a week ago, my 'friends', if they were even my friends left me for someone else. Then my thoughts landed to you, Gold never left you," She continued. "She was your true friend. I guess I realized then how happy you were, even if you only had Alec and Gold."

Ayano stated, "But I, was always finding a way to dethrone you, always not being content, I was always insecure."

I patted Ayano's back. "Whatever, we're good. It's good that you've learned your lesson." My heart pounded in my chest in excitement, the heavy weight that was in my heart settled and a smile arose.

Ayano hugged me tight, "Please I'm really sorry." I nodded. "I'll also forgive you if you apologize to anyone you have disrespected." The truth was, I had already forgave her, I just wanted her to apologize to anyone she might've hurt.

Ayano nodded a smile visible on her face, Ayano stood up to then hug Kyran. "I'm really sorry Ky." Kyran's face morphed into a cheeky grin. "I thought you've forgot about me, but apology accepted sis, just don't act stupid next time." We all laughed.

Atleast our situation was much more better. "You look a mess Ayano, clean up," She nodded and we both walked out of her room. "Finally, this weight in my heart just disappeared." I comment in relief.

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"Ky this is so boringgg." I whine, getting bored of what we were watching. Kyran sticked his tongue out and smirked, "If you don't like it, then leave!" I hit him on his shoulder and laid my head on the arm rest of the couch.

Someone knocked on Kyran's door. "Come in!" Kyran signalled. Ayano came in awkwardly. I sat her down between of us. "Okay, let's not be awkward, we're okay now." I assure her, she nods in understanding.

"What are you guys watching?" I stare into the TV screen in pure boredom. "Ask Ky, I'm bored." I say, Kyran flicks my forehead. "Ow!"

I noticed that Ayano's phone kept vibrating. "Whose texting you? They're really getting annoying." I state, she pulls out her phone to show me. "Ohh, wait, Taro?"

I raise an eyebrow. "Yeah, he's been courting me, and I didn't give him permission to." I laugh, Kyran laughs beside her. "Like. . how many days has he been courting you?" Ayano sighed.

"three years." Kyran's eyes widen ad mine do the same.

Kyran grabs Ayano's phone to see the thousands of messages. "Is he. . perhaps, harassing you?" I ask, she shakes her head. "No, he's awkward with me, so he doesn't do anything." I nod in understanding.

That sent shudders down my spine. I wouldn't want anyone to like do that at night. I wouldn't be able to get my beauty sleep, yes I'm beautiful.

EDITED: MAY 10, 2018