Secret words [ Lee Donghae FF ]

20. Panic Attack

  " even if i tell you that she is your cousin , the one that you though you have killed years ago !! Mina y/n is your cousin not sohyun you get it wrong the first time" 

wait what !! is she serious right now !!  

my mouth dropped , and Mina was in shock  

" what are talking about ," Mina asked 

" yes she is your long lost cousin , not her sister you stupid greedy child , you have killed an innocent girl !! do you want to do it all over again Mina! " Mrs lee said stepping closer to her 

" stay where the fuck you are !! and do i look like i care who she is ! " Mina replied to her grandmother her gaze shifting on me 

" okey Mina let's have it your way , i have warned you , but you are a stubborn girl you don't deserve my mercy " and then she membuled " shoot her "and in blink of eye Mina was on the floor a bullet just came through her back  throwing her trembling body on the ground. 

i froze and couldn't react in any way , donghae was as shocked as i was and he looked even worse , i thought he was like that because of the sight of his cousin lifeless body on the floor  but nopp !! he went straight to his grandmother

" what the hell you were talking about ? ARE SERIOUS?" 

she rolled her eyes and looked at him " LEE DONGHAE THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR THIS ! let me take care of all this mess then i will explain everything " if you looked at him at that moment you've sworn that he was about to hit her or do something stupid , but thankfully i gathered some sense in me and grabbed his arm trying to calm him he looked fuming with rage and anger 

" ok Mrs lee lets talk later " he said , and seeing him like that i didn't dare to say another word , i didn't care actually about what she just said , it might be all a lie she just made up to convince Mina or maybe not , all it matters to me is that Donghae was alright and didn't get hurt .

a lot of men started storming in , they were tall and strong just like the type we see in movies , and i could see some of Donghae's man too , and right after them came yesung and siwon looking like half dead , their faces pal and scared 

" ohh thank god you are alright " and they both hugged donghae and me 

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we were in the car i was laying my head on Donghae's lap and he was patting my hair slowly trying to give me some comfort .  but my mind was somewhere else , his grandmother's words were looping in my head , then i remembered what Mina told me , but my trek of mind stopped when Donghae spoke 

" i am sorry you had to watch that " i look up at his face 

" i am sorry y/n that you saw me kissing her , i was more than disguised but i was afraid she will shoot you , i had to do it "

" it's ok don't worry about it ........ i know you didn't feel it at all" i forward my brows " or did you?? !" thank god he knows me so well that he catched on my sarcasm and laughed " yes i did big time " and i laughed too. 

after that we kept silent  , me lost in thought and getting sleepy already and Donghae i am sure he didn't want to disturb me so he chose to stay silent too .i had  hundred of questions in my head but i could ask none of them, i knew he was confused as well and i didnt want to add to that too , so chose to keep it to myself ...... i was exhausted physically and mentally .

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i don't how or when but i woke up in my bed .... our bed i mean , i felt like i have slept for eternity ,it was that kind of sleep that you have hundred and hundred of dream that create that weird universe and you live in it , you know some inception shit , i have never slept that deep in my whole pathetic life , and i felt good  .i open my eyes slowly and regaining  my conscience little by little , recalling all the event of the past day , and i wish i haven't remembered it all , after regretfully doing so i had to get up and find Donghae because he wasn't there.