Secret words [ Lee Donghae FF ]

BONUS 1: Bleu Converse

"I said no wedding ................we can just get married, why we need all the  buzz about it, I love you, you love me, it is all we need don't you think "

"Please baby, " he said pouting like 5 years old boy " just this time, you know grandma, she has been waiting for this her whole life" 

" and since when you care about what grandma wants lee Donghae haa!! 

" you've got a point, I know I am not a big fan of her, but that doesn't  mean that I don't want to make her happy, even if for once in my life, I haven't been the best grandson if you haven't noticed yet !"

I looked at him with my one eyebrow raised in suspicion bouncing his speech in my head , and with a deep sight i said " baby you know I hate all things that are exaggerated, weddings are so much exaggerated that I have never dreamt of wearing one of those disgusting wedding dresses in my life, not even once, let alone to wear it in the day that I marry the love of my life "and I made a puking face .

"who said you need to wear a wedding dress!! you can wear whatever you want bab " he said, and the devil started whispering to me and I gave him a wicked smirk " really are you sure ? " making few steps closer to him , in few seconds the realisation hit him " oh no !... bab listen I know I said you can wear whatever you want but you are pregnant and there will be a lot of people and ... and-"I cut him off as my lips attacked his, I know he won't shut up and I need this moment to be mine " oh shut up already , you damn  know that I already set my mind on what I want "  and he smirked shaking his head " are indeed something lee y/n " he said biting his lips in admiration " I am baby , never been apologetic about it , not even once " 

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yesung choked on his ice coffee " come again, please ! what did you say !! you what !!" shock was written all over his  face 

" come on oppa you heard me " 

" yes dear i heard you ,but I am not sure  if you are in all your mental power right now " he said shaking his head in disapproval " I would never accept to be part of a fashion massacre like this, I am a responsible man and  I would never let my hand be stained with blood with your evil plane " and I exploded laughing 

" oppa come on, it not that bad, its what I want and Donghae told me that I can do whatever I want " 

" Ohh, believe me, he didnt knows what he got himself into, he would've never said something like that if knew you are this crazy " 

" haha , no he knows very well " and I laughed more 

" so you gonna help me ?" I asked him, giving him the puppy eyes 

" ok ok, you know I can never say no to you especially when are like this, you better let me name that baby when he is born and be  his godfather " 

" he will be a lucky baby to have you as his godfather, I bet he is gonna fashion ikon just like you oppa " and winked at him

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in the midst of the wedding preparation and trying to convince grandma about our wedding plane which Donghae became very satisfied with and don't ask me how I managed to persuade him I have my ways ;) , there was one thing that i and my future husband needed to do , even though we have never talked about it or brought it out , but deep down we both knew that this moment will come and we have to face it together . after all the 'Mina' issue was over we both didnt talk about it much , its was like ignoring the elephant in the room when we should address him instead , so eventually we did , we decided that it was time to go visit sohyun together . for some time now i knew he visited her grave regularly, at first it didnt come to my mind that it was him, every time I go to see her, I would find new flavours but I couldnt discern who did it , I just assumed it would be some of her freinds , that was long befor I get into the company and start working for Mr Devil here, afterward one time I went there to see my beloved sister's grave when I caught him leaving , his eyes filled with tears , and I could see the pain in them , what donghae was feelign most of the time was regrete more than anything , i couldnt say that he didnt love her anymore even after she died bacause I knew he still does and what was eating him was regret and sorow, he still blames himself for ehr death and still didnt forgive himself even if I did alonge time ago and I had never considered him responsible for anythign from day one. most of the people see him as this cold-hearted man but they don't know how soft and delicate he is in the inside, that's why I decided to try to lift off  that pain and grief off of him, he doesn't deserve to live like this,