Secret words [ Lee Donghae FF ]

24.Would you....

i was determined that i was gonna break the news to him tonight , i went back to the office and i found out that yesung  and siwon  has invited us both to dinner , damn it i wanted to tell him while we had our dinner , you know Donghae is simple person though he has a rich lifestyle but he kept everything just  simple , he doesn't go out that much , he like to have his meal in his house and still enjoys the simple little things that life offers, so when i became part of his life i didn't find it that hard to adapt to his lifestyle and i have come to even love it, we match very well in that point , those quiet moment that we share every evening when we are alone , even if we don't say mach or do much , we enjoy each other company , he is a man of few words and       i have a  crazy mess in my head but me do make a good pair if you ask me , so i was waiting for that moment of calmness that we have everyday to tell him , but apparently today we have none thanks to his friends .

we arrived to this amazing restaurant ,which i just came to know that is owned by the CHIO's of course , ughh those rich men believe me they loveeee to brag about their properties , siwon  is sweet but he can be goofy sometimes and weird , i still like him though , so we were greeted by waiter  who lead us to our table which was all the back kind of isolated from the rest of the tables , and they were already there enjoying their drinks , they both stood to greet us  

" y/n you look amazing dear , how are u " yesung oppa said huging me 

" thank you oppa , i am doing great " and siown hugged me too.

as soon as me were setteled tha servent came and started pooringred wind in out glasses , 

damn i can't drink alcohol ! what i am gonna do now !! fuckk i need an idea 

i put my hand over my glass when the waiter was about to poor some for me

" ah none for me thank you " and i gave him a smile 

" your not drinking today y/n , are you ok ?" siwon asked ,

" uhh no , its just i am not in the mood today " i said with a little smile , and Donghae looked at me little sceptical but he shrugged it off , 

 everyone was laughing and chatting , and i was lost on my own world of daydreams and looking at this gerouse man sitting beside me who was enjoying his time with his friend , if only he could hear my thoughts and know how much i love him  and adore everything about him , his evil and somehow puppy eyes, his perfect smile , the look he gave me when no one is watching us , the way he makes me feel every times our eyes meet accidentally in our busy days , the way he smells though i can't stand it these days but you can blame that on my hormones not him .

as much as i tried to engage in the conversation with them but i couldn't , i was so distracted with my own delima , but over all the dinner was fun and Donghae excused us a little early because he sensed that i was just tired 

" bab are you okey ?" he asked as soon as we were in the  car putting his hand on my thigh 

" yes baby , i am just a little tired thats all , it has been a  busy week .. for both of us " and i gave a littles smile to cover my true reasons for that  

and he just hummed and nodded his head , then he caught my hand in his and i rested my head on his shoulder looking for some comfort  , i guess i am not telling him today after all

" y/n just take a day off tomorrow " he said playing with my fingers 

" i told you before i have i really mean boss i don't think he is gonna like it if i don't show up tomorrow" i said lifting my head a bit to see that annoyed look in his face and he pressed my hand