Serendipity is for Suckers | h.s. *EDITING*

57 // ❀212 days before❀

[POSTED SONG: Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie]

A/N: Hey y'all 👋 I'm posting the rest of SIFS today (only a few more chapters) before my life gets busy with all of the other things going on!

This is stupid. I'm sorry, Lani, I tried, but this is really fucking stupid.

I can't believe how absolutely stupid I was for not listening to my gut and I always listen to my gut.

Why did I know this was going to happen?

It's been a week since that terrible night in Florida and I've been numb ever since.

I've been getting multiple calls and texts from friends and I've responded to all of them, except Harry's. I can't stand to hear his voice or else I'll break down again.

When I was up on the roof last night, I physically threw my phone across the street to the roof of the other building.

Then I realized that that was a pretty bad idea since I had all of my professor's contact information on there.

So I got a new phone and was able to restore everything but that's beside the point.

The point is that I just wasted the past year of my life on a stupid one-sided relationship.