I Wouldn't Mind

-4-

~I'll never let you go~

Sorry for grammar faults or misspellings!

Chapter 4

J A E D L Y N N

He gave me a intense look. Thousand emotions crawling and running up and off his face, this time he didn't covered it up with a mask. I was thankful for that. But i still didn't understand how he could know about my panick attacks. He didn't gave a answer, though. That made me worrying. What if he's really stalking me? Every girl would be like 'OMG OMG OMG!', actually i would be also but this contains serious stuff. This is about me and my pancik attacks. What if he tell the school about it? I don't think they'll know who he is talking about. Good.

He sighed deeply, covering his face with the mask again. His piercing blue eyes still held something, though. I don't know what because before i could think about it he looked away but when he looked back the emotion was away. What is his problem anyway? 

'I can't tell,' He said, 'If i do you'll freak out.'  

'I swear, i will not freak out,' I crossed my index and middle - finger , hoping he will say yes. 

Jack ran his fingers through his hair, thinking. Then he stopped and gave me a small smile. My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Is he bipolar? He took my hand and pulled me to him. I shivered slightly. I didn't feel cold, though. I felt like electricity flowing over my body. I gasped and quickly shook my hand out of his. He gave me a confused look but then took my hand again. The sparks and electricity immediately coming back. I gasped again but didn't pulled my hand away. He'll just take it again. Did he feel it to? 

'Where here,' Jack whispered in my ear. 

I jumped in the air in surprise. 'What the fudge, Jack?!' I slapped his chest playfully. He grinned, like an actual grin. My eyes widened in surprise, the grin immediately fell away. 

'You should laugh more,' I said while he raised his eyebrows, 'It's cute.' I finished. 

He huffed. 'I am not cute.' 

I laughed quietly but i guess he didn't like that.. 

'Hey put me down!' Jack threw me over his shoulder like a sack potatoes. 'Ja-hack!' I whined. 

We finally reached his destination and when i looked around a saw it was a scenery. A big one. I love scenery's, they're beautiful green. If you didn't knew, green is my favorite color.. I guess it's because my eyes are emerald green. 

We were standing in front of a lake. It was a long one but it wasn't wide. I could see the water falling on the rocks from far. I gasped when i saw the flowers. My favorite flower ; The Green Coneflower, was there. I quickly ran to it and sniffed it.  ( A/N Don't know if it's possible!! I literally found this on google ;)) lol ) 

'It's smells so good,' I muttered. I looked up at the sky to see the clouds were really grey. It would probably rain, soon. I got up and walked back to Jack. When he saw my smiling face he smiled back. He took my hand and began to walk. Was this a normal thing? Could he just take my hand? I opened my mouth and closed it again. What should i asked? Why i feel this sparks? Why that i feel so safe around him? It's all so weird... 

'You wanna ask something?' Jack raised a eyebrow. 

I sighed stopping him and taking my hand away. He gave me a frown and then dropped his hands to his side. I could see the hurt and confusion on his face. Did he think i didn't wanted to hold his hand? He's so wrong..