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Pent Up Anger

Alice POV:
I reach my house and open the door. Betty is not up yet and I'm still hungry because I didn't bother to eat the food I got at pops. I was too busy exploring the insides of Fp's mouth.
I go upstairs and change my clothes into a baby blue top and a white pencil skirt. I had to dress normal for Betty. I was already already acting suspicious and if I dressed differently she would catch on for sure.
What was there to catch on to anyway? Me and Fp kissed twice, that meant nothing right? I am lying to myself but it helps. Deep down I know it means way to much that we have kissed every encounter we have had over the past 24 hours, how far would we go next time?
I go downstairs and make a bacon, eggs and hash browns in time for Betty to come downstairs.
"Morning honey" I say cheerfully.
"Morning mom" she says yawning as I put her plate in front of her at the table.
"Thank you" she says sleepily and I smile at my cute lil bean. She was adorable in the morning and i just wanted to pinch her little cheeks. It made me feel even worse for kissing her boyfriend's dad but it felt so right in the moment.
She eats up and leaves for school leaving me with nothing to do but think.
I watch tv for a while but it's all boring to me. I look at my watch and see the time. It's 11:30 and Fp's luck break is at 12. At this point I was just giving into my need to see him. I get dressed back into my outfit from before and grab my laptop. I had an article to work on anyway so that would be my excuse for going there. I even told myself that was the reason but I didn't believe it for a second.
I drive to Pops this time and I walk in. It's usually more busy around this time but today there were only two other people in the diner.
I make instant eye contact with Fp and raise my eyebrow at him before sitting down in a booth.
He takes food to another table and then turns his attention to me.
"The usual Alice?" He asks and I can tell he is being cautious of me. I decide whether I am going to tease him a bit longer or just give in. I go for the challenge like usual.
"Uh huh" I say not tearing my eyes away from my laptop I was typing on.
"Okay" he says quietly before turning away and getting my order ready.

Fp's POV:
I watch her type quickly on her computer engulfing herself in her work. She was so cute and sexy at the same time when she was working, hell when she was doing anything.
I try not to stare but it was pretty hard. We had established something this morning, we are hopelessly attracted to each other and we both got a kick out of arguing.
I bring her food over trying to think if I should say something to her but I decide against it. Play it safe with her I tell myself.
"Lunch break Fp" pops shouts at me before handing me my usual. I sit down across from Alice not saying a word. She tilts her head down pulling her glasses down to give me a judgemental look. I squint my eyes at her and me pushes her glasses back up her nose before returning back to her work. Damn she was good at his. Or was she genuinely mad at me but I doubt that after the scene we pulled this morning.
Alice POV:
The couple who were the only other people in the diner left leaving me and Fp the only people inside once again. I shut my laptop and take my glasses on setting them down next to me. I stare at him giving him intense eye contact. Doing what we do best, eye sex.
"Here to shout at me again Alice" he starts challenging me.
"So what if I am it only turns you on" I reply expecting to see him crack but he keeps his face straight and ready for an argument.
"Can't stay away" he says annoying me a little because it's true I was here to see him but he couldn't know that.
"don't flatter yourself I always come here to work" I argue letting a slight anger tint my voice.
"Don't pretend your not happy to see me" he says letting his own anger come across in his face. I knew he hated the chase, trying to figure out what I wanted but I loved toying with him. It even helped me get out my own emotions.
"Hey you chose to sit there not the other way round" I snap back. There's a long pause and I can see him deciding whether Or not to say this.
"Why are you so hard to figure out? Can't you for one I your life show emotion like a normal person?" He says actually getting annoyed again only fuelling me on.
"Oh I'm hard to figure out, I'm sorry didn't you fuck me, hard and like there was no tomorrow to then dump me the next day? I kissed you twice Jones get over yourself" I shoot at him. Somehow I had actually made myself mad by talking about it. I had a lot of pent up anger about that day. Mostly because it's the reason I let Hal back in my life. If Fp just agreed go come to the play and showed the slightest bit of interest in me then I wouldn't have needed to feel wanted therefore not letting Hal back. It was his fault I lived in that house with a serial killer for an extra two weeks. I know it wasn't right to blame him but I couldn't help but wonder what things would have been like if he did agree to come to the play that day, maybe Hal wouldn't have tried to kill me and Betty.
"Right so the kisses meant nothing to you then?" He shouts back.
"This isn't high school Forsythe" I shout back but inside the kisses meant so much to me.
"I gave you the benefit of the doubt thinking deep down you weren't a bitch but I'm questioning my judgement" he shouts standing up in frustration. This wasn't even me trying to wind him up now, this was real and he was hitting deep.
"You take that back" I growl. It was the worst thing he could say because I always thought deep down he knew I wasn't really the person I was pretending to be.
"Your the bastard here, did you or did you not fuck and chuck me? Exactly, your the reason I slept in a bed with that monster. If you even showed the slightest bit of interest in me I wouldn't have let him back into my house" I shout walking towards him and hitting his chest with my finger as I let each word escape my mouth.
"You think if I even had the slightest suspicion Hal was even the tiniest bit dangerous I would ever under any circumstances let you even come within a mile of him? Because I would rather die than put you in danger" he shouts back stepping towards me this time until I was backed up against a wall and his arms was pointing onto it with every word he said. I can hear the hurt behind his shouts because I blamed him for it.
"What can I do to prove to you that everything I've done since I met you is to protect you?" He says.
"You always say that but seem to end up even more hurt by it. What ever your reason was for pushing me away that day you were wrong for it. You want to talk about all times you've hurt me?" I shout getting right in his face.
"Shut the hell up Alice" he says in a low growl now, I know he doesn't want to talk about the past, it was over now.
"Make me" I reply willing his to kiss me because by now thats all I craved, Hell its all I craved since I walked into the diner and before i knew it his lips on my mine. I feel my back fall more into the wall he has me against as he leans on me slightly. Before i know it my tongue was exploring his mouth again and his in mine.
"I'm sorry am I interrupting something?" A voice comes says causing me to push Fp off me.
"Fred! Where the hell did you come from?" I say catching my breath from the steamy exchange I just had.
"I was in the toilet, I think the real question is what the hell where you two just doing?" He says looking at Fp and them back to me.
"Would you believe me if I said the kiss of life" Fp said and I laughed at him before remembering we were just having a heated argument a few moments ago and we were just caught.
"More like you were about the rip each other's clothes off" Fred said and I blush slightly because there's truth to what he is saying.
"No one finds out about this Okay Fredrick, it's not like anything had happened we've kissed like three times" I say sternly. Three times and two of of three it would had lead to more if I didn't stop it or Fred didn't walk in.
"Of course, it's not like you were about to screw" he teases.
"Just stop talking Fred" I hiss back and looks at Fp.
"Feisty one you've got here" he comments before going up to the counter where pop is standing in utter shock.
"Oh god sorry for the scene pop here's a 50 Keep the change" I say putting the money on the table and collecting my things not making eye contact with anyone.
If Fred didn't interject me and Fp would have definitely screwed that time. I had to stop letting this happen but it was addictive. I could only image how the sex would feel after all that.
"Pull yourself together woman" I mutter to myself.
Fp's POV:
I watch her walk swiftly out keeping her head down as she did. So that it's happened. We kissed again and I couldn't help but feel confused. It felt like so much more than a kiss. It connected us, made us one but she had clarified that was a childish way to think. I needed her to look me in the eyes and say it. Say that it meant nothing to her. The argument we just had cut deep for both of us but it also felt like it made us closer. Like we got out what we had to say even if it was deep and serious, we ended up kissing by the end of it.
"Take a longer lunch Fp" pop said hinting for me to go after her.
"Thank you pop" I say nodding and running after her. It was raining and I saw her outside walking through the parking lot.
"Alice!" I shout and she turns around to meet me.
"Do you really think I'm a bitch?" She asks in a tone I haven't heard from her in a while. It's more of a vulnerable, hurt tone. Like she actually cared what I said.
"Of course not, I read just a heat of the moment thing" I reply honestly and she nods looking a lot more lighthearted than before she asked.
"Wanna do another heat in the moment thing?" She says biting her lip before pulling me into her and kissing me.