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SICK (PART 3)

YOONGI'S POV
A year has passed and I still cant move on, I regret not telling her how I felt... today is my birthday I feel so empty and hurt knowing that most of my birthday I spend it with her, but now that she's gone, it feels so incomplete..

time skipped.....
my friends arrived all together to celebrate my birthday when suddenly "Hyung, I saw this at your mailbox.." Jungkook said handing me a small white envelope, I took and look at it confused when the hand written on the back catch my attention, no it cant be?
I head to my massaging chair and sat while opening the envelope, its a letter.

DEAR: My Little terrible Min Suga

CHUKAHE!! Happy Birthday!! Your agingㅋㅋㅋ, since its your birthday I'm pretty sure I'm not with you anymore, sorry if I cant spend this day with you like before, That's why I'm writing this letter since I have a paper and pen beside me, nah! just kidding..

also, Yah!! I know you're crying!! Hajima!!!

Don't!!

I know, I have a lot to explain, so here it is, Why didn't I tell you?
Since, I know I wouldn't make it, and I know how much it will hurt you, watching you with her you look happy, I'm happy seeing you happy but at the same time it hurts seeing you happy with a girl who isn't me, but because I love you so much I want you to be happy.
so I let you with her and hid it, Don't worry, I know you love me, Not Just The way I want you to love me, I understand and its fine, why didn't I tell you that I love you? because I'm scared that you don't feel the same what if it ruins are friendship? Its fine if you don't feel the same but losing you? No!! I cant...

oppa~ah.. mianhe...
I know we promised to not leave each other but I broke that promise, but always remember that even though I'm gone I'm always right there beside you, you don't know maybe I was there sitting with you while wipping does tears on your face or caressing your face or maybe playing with your hair like I used to do, You might not see me but I know you'll feel me..
I know what your thinking right now, why didn't I even let you hear my voice for the last time?
because I don't want to see you cry before I go, it'll hurt..

I MISS YOU....
I LOVE YOU.....
JALGAYO..
TILL WE MEET AGAIN..
         
                   YOUR ONE AND ONLY:
                      LITTLE BEST FRIEND
                                    Y/N

AUTHORS P.O.V
While yoongi was reading the letter he couldn't control his emotion taking every ones attention as he reach the end it made him cry even more as his friends approach him "Hyung, Kwaenchana?(are you okay?) What's inside the envelope?" Namjoon ask the crying mess min yoongi "I miss her!" he cried as the others understand and gave him a group hug after a minute everyone pulled out "I want to rest." Yoongi whispers as they nod understanding.

"Yeah!! you need that, go will wake you up after cooking.." Jin says as yoongi walks to his room and closing it, he sat at his bed still crying few second later he felt something brush his cheeks the same time he smell  a familiar scent, her favorite cologne.
"y/n?? Where are you? I know you're here, please let me see you, let me hug you, I miss you." He sobs as one of his book in his shelf falls making him jump a little, he stood up and picks it up as he notice the title of the book
"SLEEP AND DREAM"
He took it back and sleep to go to his dreamland.

YOONGI'S DREAM
He was in a very familiar park walking while looking around when suddenly he heard a very familiar voice behind him
"YOONGI~AH!!!!" the voice said making him turn around as a girl hugs him "y/nie??" he mumbles "Neh??" she answered "Come back." He cried, it was silent for a while before she mumbled "Mianhe..." sighing.

"I'm sorry." he says again as she pulled out from the hug "You don't have too.." She smiled as he caress her face "I miss you." He whispered
"I miss you too.." She whispered back and chuckled "It hurts, How can I forget about you? how can I lessen the pain?" He asked tears still bursting out his eyes "I don't want you to forget about me." she pouted "Just think of how much I love you and of how much I want you to be happy, don't ever forget that where ever you go I'm always right there beside you, I wont leave your side even though I'm already gone, got it?" she continued as he nod "Good Boy.. Love you oppa.." She says as she disappear slowly.

REALITY

He woke up with a sound of knock "Yoongi~ah.. food is ready.." Jin's voice outside says "Arasseo, I'll be out in a minute.." He replied with that Jin head to the others to wait for him.
Yoongi look around as he saw a familiar shadow behind his curtains he smiled knowing who it was before saying "I Love you too, little one.." With that he stood up from his bed and heads to his bathroom facing his self few minutes later he walk out his bathroom seeing the shadow still there making him smile more he was about to walk out his room "I'll see you again later, I forgot something, I didn't had the chance to kiss you.." He says.