It's been a while minna-san and I know what you're going to tell me first.
"Where have you been!?"
"You were gone for so long!"
"I'm dropping this book!"
"You are a shitty author!"
"Fuck your slow updates"
I know. I'm aware of how terrible and shitty I truly am. I'm sorry for letting everybody down. I didn't know depression would hit me like a car accident. I wanted to continue writing and do things that I love to do but I couldn't. I don't have any inspiration right now and I'm very unhappy with everything I do. I don't have any confidence in myself anymore. I don't even deserve to explain this shit because it's no excuse, right? I'm sorry for being useless. I would always run away but right now, I gathered up the courage to explain this to you. I almost threw away everything dear to me, including this story. I almost deleted my stories and this account and just disappear. All I want is to disappear seriously (you know what that means) but my family reminded me that I'm not alone. I will do my best in overcoming this and will put all my books on hold for now. I'm sorry for this; for disappointing you. I will be back (hopefully) and sorry for being an awful author.
P.S. If you know someone going through the same thing, please let them feel that they aren't alone. A lot is going through one's head when he/she is depressed. I almost said goodbye to this world if not for my family. Please. Depression is no joke. I don't know if I make sense right now or not but I hope you understand. I'm sorry for this mess.
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