My feelings

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Surprise bitch, you thought you'd seen the last of me... I'm back bitches with a different kind of story. This is kind of like a sweet little thing so enjoy xx.  

Brendon's POV
When I'm home alone and I'm feeling creative I usually grab a scrap piece of paper and write down my thoughts and see if I can take any of them and put them in my songs. This time y/n wasn't home, she's been away working for the past 2 weeks. It sucks when she's away, the house is so quiet, there's no one really to talk to. I grabbed a piece of paper and started to write, all I could think about was y/n, she was basically the subject of which I was writing about. As the ball of the pen hit the paper, I felt my emotions rush into the pen as if it was powering it.

"I see her in my dreams every night, they are never a nightmare.
As I hold her in my arms, I feel as if I could stay there forever
Her smile brings light into my life
Her eyes can only see greatness
When she laughs, she's gorgeous
When she is mad, she's gorgeous
When she cry's, she's gorgeous
Her beauty is fuel for my happiness
Her love is passionate and exciting
Her touch is riveting and engaging
Her silence is peaceful and soothing.
She is mine
She is y/n"

I feel a sort of frustrated feeling rush through me, I felt that I was mad at myself as I could not find the perfect words to describe the feeling and beauty that is y/n.

Maybe there is no 'way' great enough to explain the way she makes me feel. There are infinite words out there and none of them are powerful enough.

Wow..
she really is brilliant.
I sat there pondering about y/n for what feels like hours.
My phone ringing breaks my thoughts, I rush to it.
It's y/n...
I pick up.
"I love you" I open with.
"Uuuuuh, I love you too" she replies
"I just wanted to let you know that I'm about to board my flight home" she says
Oh shit, that's right.. y/n is coming home tonight...
"Hello?" Y/n says
"Um" I clear my throat
"That makes me so happy" I reply
"Good, I have to go. See you later baby" she exclaimed
"I love you" I say again
"I love you too bye" she hangs up.
The long beep noise saddened me, but then I remembered that I would be seeing her beautiful face in less than 9 hours.

I really do love her...

YASSSS, Guess who's got VIP tickets to The Pray For The Wicked Tour, this little sinner.. and when I say little, I fucken mean LITTLE. Hope you enjoyed the part. Love y'all bye
Xx Tamika

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