Anxious (Discontinued)

Drifting Away (Edited)

Trigger Warning: Self harm, bullying anxiety, depression!

Virgils POV

Everything hurt. My head was throbbing and I heard someone cry. Where am I? I quickley sat up but that was a bad idea. I got really dizzy. I looked around I am in the commons. Then someone walked up to me and slapped my left cheek.
"Ow"
I could see Roman shrug. I was so confused.

Morality asked "Do you remember...?" I shook my head. "Well Thomas was having a panic attack for no reason. So we thought you were doing something. We went in your room and you were on the floor screaming. Then you passed out so yeah......"

All I could do was say oh. I rubbed the back of my neck.

"Well what the heck were you doing?" Roman asked.

I squinted at him. What in the world is going through his head?

He slapped my other cheek and yelled "ANSWER ME!"

I hate yelling but I could not let him see me cry.

"Are you stupid Roman or just insanely dense?" I asked He glared at me. "Think for once in your life. Thomas is having a panic attack. So what am I also doing?"

There is no response.

"I am having one too." It took a lot to admit that. And my face immediately heated up.

Roman got really mad at me for some reason. "Why would you do this to Thomas? He doesn't deserve to go through all this pain! You should leave him alone! Leave us alone! Just go die."

He said the last part so quietly I almost couldn't hear him. I look over at Patton and Logan. Patton didn't react so he might've heard it, or he just hates me like the others. Logan stood there emotionless. Then the voice came.

DO IT You know they don't like you. They hate you. You heard Roman. Can't you do it for Thomas? Will you do it?

I decided to answer the voice. "Maybe I will." Then I sunk out.

Romans POV

I did not expect that answer from Anxiety. I knew he wouldn't do anything so rash right? I mean he knows you can't kill a side. Right? Oh well, that did not matter now. He deserves it any way I mean he put Thomas in so much pain. Then Logan said something I did not expect.

"I think this is a mistake."

What does he mean? I have never made a mistake!

Logan continued,"Anxiety does not look okay. I mean when did you guys last see him eat? Using deduction I've concluded he has a 95% chance of having anxiety like Thomas. I think we created a bigger problem."

Patton started sobbing. His whole body was shaking. He can be very sensitive sometimes. I did not believe Logan. Anxiety was just as sour as ever. Yes, he gets nervous, but everyone does from time to time.

Virgils POV

I immediately went to my room and grabbed my knife. My hands were shaking. Red spilled over my arms. I disnt even try to make up a story.It's not like anyone would care anyway.

Patton suddenly appeared out of nowhere and wrenched the knife out of my hands. He stormed into the bathroom took all the sharp objects including my mirrors. I just stared at him numbly as hot tears poured down my face.

"I can't believe you would break my trust like that." Patton said sounding choked up.

Then he left. I am alone. I feel broken. Then, somebody, I have never seen before appeared.