I don't mind // YOONMIN FF

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"Yoongi.." he looks up. "Strawberries" is all I say. He pulls his fingers out and I look around for my bag. I keep repeating the word 'strawberries' until I find it. I reach in and pull the cylinder out. I show it to him. "Strawberries.." I say, out of breath. He takes it from my hands and reads it. "Where did you get this?" He asks. I try to regain myself. "My mom.. before she..." He nods, knowing what I don't want to say, "I stole this.. before.. she... she tried to r-r-rape me... and I ran o-out of the house with it.." he nods. "Do you want me to.. use it?" He asks. I nod eagerly to feel the pain again. "I think it will help.." he opens the container and smells the aroma of it. He reads the side of the plastic. He sighs out of relief. "Your lucky.." I look at him. "Why?" I ask. "This lube doesn't have Chlorhexidine gluconate in it." Oh my god, what a big word. "What's that?" He starts to explain. "Not all lubes have it, thank god, but it can irritate some people. I don't want you to be in too much pain, and I don't want this to irritate you, so it's good that you just happened to steal lube from your mom that doesn't have it." Oh fun, I'm not going to be irritated but I'm still going to have fingers in my butt. Why did I even give him the darn thing. He directs my eyes to meet his. "Do you want this?" I only say "it's your dare.." he looks at me with his beautiful eyes. "I don't want to force you.." "Truth or dare." Is all I say. I find it so nice that he cares. But I don't want to straight up tell him 'yes now finger my butthole'. So I just change the subject. He sits back up and says dare with out another word. This is getting so intense. But I want to see how far we can go. I need company.. I want to feel more then abuse. I want to feel love. I want to feel lust.. but I still crave pain.. but in a sexual manner.. "I dare you to fuck me." I cover my mouth and realize what I just said. Did I.. Oh my lord he's going to leave.. what did I just do.. oh god... he gets up but instead of pulling up jeans and leaving. He lays me on my back and lathers his.. you know.. his dick, with the lube with a serious face. Not even a smirk. "Considering your mom just died you sure don't seem to care." He says. And he slams into m-

"Jimin.." I shake my head quite vigorously and realize it wasn't real.. we were still sitting here.. I look at him with heavy eyelids. "I think that's enough for tonight, you don't look to good." I didn't care. I still wanted it.. but I shouldn't say anything just in case what happened in my little blackout happened in real life.. i don't want anyone to mention my mom. I do care that she died. I'm all alone now.. I'll be alone forever. I shed a tear, but I don't start crying. "Come one Jimin.. it's time to go to sleep.." he picks me up bridal style and my pants slide off passed my knees and onto the floor. He steps out of his so he doesn't trip and he brings me to my room, that said Jimin on the door. He placed me in my bed and covered me up. He kissed my head and whispered "I'm sorry for-" I cut him off. "No.." he leans in. "Don't say sorry.. I.. liked it.." he sits on my bed. "All of it.." "do you want me to stay?" I could hear the soft smile in his voice. I barely nod. "Yeah.." I whisper and he gets in the sheets with me. We're both pantless but I don't mind. It'll just bring us closer, I mean, look what just happened.

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AI PAPI JSKSJSKSJSK THAT BLACK OUT WAS INTENSE