Change ||Jacob Black||

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Shei

A lot has happened since the Cullens have left forks. Bella took it the hardest. I think she's slowly losing her mind as the days go by. The hallucinations have taken a toll on her and she's becoming a bit rebellious.

We don't talk much anymore and it seems as if we're both fighting over who gets to have Jacob but I feel as if I should just give up because in the end.. he would always choose her and I can't help but hate Bella for that. I couldn't even believe I could have so much hatred for her in my heart. I thought it was impossible for me to hate someone because of what I am. (An angel) But then again, nothing is ever impossible. It breaks my heart because even when she found out about me being his imprint she still took him away from me.

Well, now that I think about it.. he was never mine to begin with.

I sighed and kicked the closest rock as negative thoughts invaded my mind.

"Shei" I looked back to Sam who was slowly walking up to me with a worried expression plastered on his face
"What's wrong?" As I look into his eyes I see tears threatening to escape
"It's harry. He uh.. had a heart attack this morning" he choked up
My face fell and I was at a loss for words
All I could think of was how sue and her kids must be feeling at the moment.
"That's not all" I looked up at him confused and he sighed.
"Seth and .. Leah" Emily had already gave me the info about what happened between the two and how Leah still wont talk to her cousin. I guess imprinting can be both a good and bad thing.
"What about them?"
"They both..shifted after the news of Harry's death."

"Oh my" I pity Leah. She didn't deserve this one bit. Not only did she lose her dad, she she would have to join the pack and it would be torture for her because Sam was the alpha. It doesn't help the fact that she would see Emily and Sam together everyday and how she wouldn't be able to bear any children until she finally stops shifting.

"Yeah, she's going to have to get the pack tattoo pretty soo-" he gets cut off when Emby runs over to us
"Bella jumped over a cliff!" My mind went completely blank for a moment until

"That girl really has some guts, it's a good thing Jacob was with her. She could have died! He's sleeping with her at the moment" my face went from worry to emotionless real quick after he said that. Embry saw my face and quickly added
"Not like that shei. I'm sorry I didn't mean to put it that way. I meant he's sleeping by her at his place at the moment so that he could watch over her. You know, so that she doesn't do anything stupid." I waved him off
"Take me to them" Sam and embry quickly said no
"I know I have been avoiding them at the moment but please.. I want to make sure Bella is okay." They both hesitated but nodded and Sam grabs a hold of my shoulders looking at me intently
"Okay, but be careful and if Jacob annoys you in any way call me." I laugh and shrug his hands off
"I can take care of myself thank you very much" I tease

"I'm serious shei" I nod
"Okay, lets go"

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Third person POV
As Shei walks up to Billy Black's house she couldn't deny that she was nervous about seeing Jacob for the first time in weeks.

She had been purposely avoiding him because of his obsession with Bella swan.
He couldn't accept the imprint because his mind was always on her. It had mentally and emotionally pained her because when they were in wolf form he would think about Bella in many ways that hurt her. He would think about the kiss that he gave her before and what it'd be like if they got married and had children together. She forgot that Jake had already kissed Bella before and it ended up with Bella getting a cast.