How do you keep sadness from creeping in
While you are waiting for your life to begin
I have been alone almost all my life
Even while I was married and had a wife
I never let anyone close to me
It just not something I wanted anyone to see
I would like to know that there is hope
I feel like I am walking on a tightrope
I wish I know how far until the end
Forever on here I don't want to spend
I want to keep the dream alive
And hope one day happiness will arrive
Until that day I'll try to keep my balance
Thought it is not one of my talents
I don't want to slip and fall
For I cannot bounce like a ball
I'll look for hope each and every day
And wait for you to come my way
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