I have never really be first
Of that, I thought I had no thirst
I now contemplate that desire
Instead of second, I want to be higher
Why can't I be the first one that someone sees
Even if it is just the early morning pees
When is the time right for me
Who is holding that golden key
I deserve as much as anyone to be happy
I am tired of feeling crappy
I want to be number one
But not just with anyone
I have an idea of who this should be
But how do I find a way for her to choose me
It is not a question of love
We do that as well as the turtle dove
One day I hope my words may sway
And she will come my way
Until then, I will be her best friend
Even if that is all we are until the end
But I want so much more from her
I hope with all my heart that will occur
I will continue to not be number one
Though I still know how to have lots of fun
It just will not be complete
Until next to me, she sits on this seat
