You don't want me to ever hold back
So far that has been an ability I lack
I tell you all my thoughts and feelings
And all my silly daily dealings
I open up my heart to you
Not knowing what else to do
I can't change your position
Right now I have to use some intuition
To figure out how you feel
Sometimes not knowing is hard to deal
I know what you are going to say
But that is not why I am telling you this today
I want you to know that some days are hard
But I am willing to play that card
I don't want you to think it is easy
The thought of losing you though makes me queasy
I want you to that no matter how difficult it gets
I have no intention of calling it quits
If you are not ready to let your feelings free
That is just fine by me
Just know that there will be some days
I may be in a bit of a disarray
I want you to know that I really do love you
It is ok if you don't feel the same as I do
I have a friend that helps me be happy
And keeps my life from going back to crappy
So when you feel like I am not quite right
There is no need to catch a fright
I just have to remember to be positive again
And know one day our life together will begin
I don't want to look for another right now
I feel like that would be cheating on you somehow
Yes you are good for me
That should be plain to see
If you ever want me to stop this show
All you have to do is just say so
Until you tire of my love for you and my dream for us
Every opportunity to be with you will be a plus
I love you more and more each day
I know you may not believe what I say
But I have hundreds of poems and a book
You can always take a second look
They all the same thing about me
It is only with you that I want to be
I would love to know how you feel from time to time
I hope asking you, you don't think is a crime
I don't want you to be uncomfortable with this journey
And end up stressed out on a gurney
Let's just have as much fan as we can
And one day I will finally get to say I am your man
