Blood, Roses, And Burning Hate {Discontinued}

Chapter Twenty-Eight

As water tickled my face, Keith's voice repeated in my head...

  "I hate that I love you..."

I scrubbed my arms, shutting my eyes...

He hates that he loves me... 

Why?...

It sudden hit me...

Keith confessed to me...

But I have not...

How do I feel about Keith?...

Why do thoughts of him consume my mind?...

Can I stand being away from him?...

Will I be able to stay away from him?...

Am I fine with not ever seeing him again?...

Never being able to talk to him?...

Never being able to laugh with him?...

Never being able to see those...

Ocean Eyes?...

No....

"KEITH!!!!"

My eyes shot wide open, I stopped the shower, I immediately wrapped the towel around me...

I opened the door, I ran downstairs as fast as I could... My heart was beating fast...

No... Keith!....

"I can't bare to be away from youuu!" I yelled from the top of my lungs. I slipped down the stairs, I was dripping wet, I didn't even dry myself right...

"KEITH! I CAN'T BARE TO BE AWAY FROM YOU!" I continued to yell, he still didn't answer. The more he didn't answer, the more my heart pounded fast.

I finally hit downstairs, I had no idea where the bathroom was, I was now panicking....

"K-Keith?..."

Where is he?...

Did he leave me?...

Does he hate me?...

Or love me?...

Can I bare the thought of him hating me?...

No, I can not...

I was running through the halls, screaming Keith's name.

Trying to find the bathroom, I couldn't stop panicking...

"KEITH!" I yelled, he didn't show up. Keith... Didn't show...

Is he gone?....

Did he leave me?...

No...

"AHHHH!" I screamed, I sank to the floor. Tears hit the floor so fast, I had to gasp for air.

Keith...

You can't leave me...

Please stay with me...

My heart won't stop beating...

Without you in my arms I'm nothing...

Why dose it hurt?...

The thought of Keith leaving me hurts....

I will not be able to handle that...

I am strong, I could handle stuff...

But, this....

I can not handle...

I squeezed my arms, as I was crying, I continued to scream.

He has not answered, my tears wouldn't stop.

I was screaming and crying...

I never felt this way about anyone...

And I have no idea how on to control it...

I shut my eyes...

He always hated me...

Why can't I bare it now?...

Why won't I be able to handle it?...

I tightened my grip, my fingernails were digging into my arms...

My father always asked me what I want....

I would always tell him I don't know...

My father then said...

Yes you do, you just don't wanna say it...

I now know what I want...

But the only problem is...

I can't have what's mine...

I want it so bad...

And what I want is...

"Keith..."
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I have no idea what I was going with that.... 😓

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