• Chapter 21 •

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~ ~ ~ Jin's POV ~ ~ ~

--- Flashback ---

"Eomma~ Can I help you cook? I don't want to build outside with Appa." I ask while pouting.

"No. You're not a girl, why are you always doing girly things? Why do you always cook? Why do you always boss kids around and make sure they're fine? Why do you act so motherly, Jin? Tell me now!" mum yelled.

"I-I... I just want to be like y-" I was cut off with a slap across my face.

Her face, red with Fury. Did she hate me for looking up to her? Why is it bad to like different things compared to other boys? Am I a disappointment to her?

Tears slowly swell up in my eyes before I scream.

"I hate you! I hate you so so so much! I can never do what I want to without being judged! I hate you will all my heart, I wish you were never my mum!" I scream as I run to my room.

I slam the door shut and slowly fall to the ground.

I can't deal with this. This world hates me. Everyone does. Why is it always me!?

I stand up, wipe the tears off my eyes before I grab a backpack I see in the corner of my room. I smile and quickly fill it up with important things I treasure.

"I hate you, Eomma. Appa understands me not you. I hope you're happy to see me gone." I whisper as I pick up my bag and walk downstairs.

"Jin! Stop! Why are y-"

"You stop. I hate fake people and also I hate you." I say before walking out the front door and running away.

The wind blows across my face as tears build up in my eyes.

I feel free... I feel like all the negativity is gone... I finally can be who I want to be.

I yell in happiness only to get scolded by an old lady.

"Shut up, Kid! Go back home..." the old lady spat.

"Yah! Shut up old hag, you go home instead of annoying people when they're enjoying their moments." I glared as she apologised and bowed.

Hm, why does it feel so good to be free? Thank god I left.

--- End of Flashback ---

"Eh, what?" I asked confused.

"Let me repeat it again, are... you... going... to... make... dinner...?" Namjoon asked.

"U-uh, yeah..." I fake smiled before heading to the kitchen.

What if she comes back to find me? What if she comes back to get revenge and hurt me again?

"Are you okay, hyung?" Taehyung asked as he patted my back.

"Y-yeah..." I fake smiled once again.

"Don't lie, did something happen?" he asked concerned.

"Flashback but it's fine because it reminded me of how we all met." I smile genuinely.

"You know we're all here for each other no matter what, we aren't here to make fun of one another about our pasts, we are here to make each other stronger and push everyone forward." he smiled before walking away to Jimin.

"Heh, yeah, I guess." I mumble.

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We finished eating and decided to go play some video games for the rest of the night.

"Noo! TaeTae, why did you do that?" Jimin whined before turning into a scary Mochi.

"I'm sorry! Please don't be mad I just uh.... sorry.." Taehyung said fiddling with his hands and looking down in fear.

"Aish! I'm just joking! Don't take me seriously, TaeTae~" Jimin winked before tickling Taehyung to death.

"AHAH- N-NO S-STA-STAPH HAHA" he was a laughing mess.

"Shut up, I want to win this round so I can sleep in peace!" Suga groaned

I sat there watching all the boys get mad and laugh, I'm glad I met them. Where would I be if it wasn't for them?

"DAMN IT! YOU MADE ME LOSE STUPID VMIN" Suga screamed before throwing the controller across the room, "Let me sleep now."

"V-vmin?" Jimin stuttered.

Taehyung was a blushing mess but he knew he preferred when they said Vkook.

"It's just a s-ship name, it means nothing, right, Hyung?" Taehyung said pinching Suga's arm without thinking, "Oh, shoot, BYE!"

Suga sat there with a blank face before bolting after Taehyung.

"Children! Don't get hurt!" I yelled.

"They won't don't worry, Hyung." J-hope smiled before continuing his game.

I slowly drifted off to sleep on the couch beside J-hope and Jimin.

Don't follow me into my dreams, Eomma.

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