Step Sibling Love

Chapter 8- Making Them Cry

I held Will tightly trying to not show how much I hate that Luke and his dad have taken my life from me, I took a deep breath and just smiled. I had to keep myself together for my mum and Will, I took Will off of my lap and headed to the kitchen and started to make some food for dinner. As I was making dinner someone walks up to me and grabs my wrist,

"I thought I said that you need to relex and not do any work" I knew that was Luke all to well now. I sighed and said,

"Making dinner is not going to kill me so I can make dinner and you can't stop me". Luke grabbed my other wrist and made me look at him, his eyes are more dark and cold then I have seen in school. It is creepy but then he said,

"If your going to be like this then fine but I'm helping you since we don't need you passing out" I rolled my eyes. He let's me go and then I go back to making dinner with Luke helping, I really didn't like this at all but I know mum would do the same thing to me.

After dinner was made everyone was sitting at the table eatting and I was at the table eatting too, everyone was happy while I just kept forcing myself to smile and hide everything I was feeling.
"So mum when are you getting married?" Will asked and I looked at mum smiling waiting for her answer,
"In two weeks on the Saturday" Mum said. Anger started to fill my body that was the same day that mum got married to dad, I looked at my phone and checked the calendar. By what I can see is that is the day Mum is getting married is the day and the date of when mum got married to Dad for sure. That is also the day me and Will desided that we would visit dad in prison, I grabbed my plate and walked over to the kitchen, I put my plate on the beanch and then headed upstairs to my room.

I jumped into my bed still feeling my anger and wanting to just scream at the top of my lungs, I laid in bed when I heard a knock at my door. I hoped that it was not my mum but when my door opened, my mum walked in looking worried. She walked over to my bed and sat on the edge of the bed and asked,

"Sweetie are you mad at me for choosing the date that I married your father?" I didn't want to yell at her but I just couldn't take this.

"What do you think mum, I never knew you were dating anyone, you then drop the bomb that your getting married to Toby. His son Luke is a guy I go to school with and I hate everything abou him, Will is starting to like Luke more then me, Luke pisses me off. I'm losing my purpose now since you got engaged to Toby and now I have nothing to do beside work but no Luke and Toby are trying to get involed in my life and you think that's ok. Well it's not and the day of your wedding is the day me and Will wanted to visit dad but no let's get rid of our plans. I want to make you and Will happy but I can't do that anymore since I have been replaced by Toby and Luke so get out mum" I said finally losing all my anger that I felt. Mum started to cry and she walked out of my room and closed the door behind her.

I knew I hurt my mum but I was done with giving her a fake smile and actting ok about this, I knew that I couldn't keep myself together. I wrapped myself up in the blanket and went onto my phone and started to play a game on my phone, as I was playing a game my door opened a little bit. I can see Will at the door with tears in his eyes, I put my phone down and sat up looking at Will and Will just ran into my room and jumped into me and just hugged me tightly. I hugged him tightly knowing that he is upset about something,

"S-sis I'm sorry f-for m-making you feel l-like y-you are being r-replaced" Will said stuttering as tears ran down his face. I hugged him even tighter knowing that I made him cry,

"I'm sorry Will but I was just losing it since mum didn't give me time to pull myself through this so I am struggling to accept it" I said patting Will's head. Will looked at me and I sighed,

"Do you want to sleep in my bed tonight?" I asked knowing he would sleep in my bed when he was upset. Will nodded and then climbed under the blanket, I smiled and then hugged him as he fell asleep and I had fallen asleep too.

The sound of knocking woke me up, I climbed out of bed without waking up Will and I walked over to the door, I opened the door to see that Luke is at my door.

"What do you want?" I asked Luke as I walked out of my room and closed the door behind me,

"We need to talk about what you said to your mum, I can tell you put your family first but then you made your mum cry and your brother" said Luke sounding upset. I looked at him and I said,

"Oh really I had no idea that I made them cry, of course I knew I did that, I knew I made my mum cry. I made Will cry too so he came and slept in my bed hugging me tightly so I know what I did and I feel like hell for it Luke". Tears started to run down my face knowing I hurt everyone I love because I'm struggling with this change, I coved my face as I cried hoping to stop crying but then I got pulled into a hug by Luke. In his arms I felt like everything I was feeling was fadding and all I could feel is myself falling into place and I just hugged back knowing I needed this.