Life starts off just the way she like it growing up until it changes and she has to adapt to the point where it's all new. then when she get used to it but then it all changes again but this time in a different way so the question is well is she goi...
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I smiled at Orcid as Orcid just smiled while we danced, "Mummy your my only dance partner" Orcid said and I just couldn't help but smile even more at my little girl. After we danced we all took a seat at our tables and I sat with my grandparents, Orcid, Luke and Will, we listened to mum and Toby talk and then we all started to eat. I was quite the whole time not even really looking at anyone and just looking at my food as I ate, "Hey Luke why have you and Sara been acting like your a couple?" Will asked and I froze and looked at Luke and see that he has a stright face. "Well Will, we are just friends, we are really close is all" Luke said and I knew he didn't want to tell Will for my sake, "Sis is that true?" Will asked me, I looked up at Will and gave him a smile that I was hopping he couldn't tell was fake. "Luke is corrcet" I said and then Will said, "Ok if you say so sis" I look back down at my food knowing I can't let my emotions get to me. This is not my time this is their time and I need to make sure they enjoy it, this is not my day and it never will be, we kept on eatting knowing that I once we are all done we all just going to talk, relax, dance more and a few other things. I stayed seated while I watched everyone talk, dance, drink or even do something that is fun, I didn't really payattention.
Everything just seemed to move around me without me knowing, like they frozen for me but then five seconds later they have all moved and I hated it. I want it all to stop and all I want is for everything to move at a normal pace, I sighed and looked at my mum when suddenly someone tapped me on my shoulder. I looked at who tapped me to see Luke, "Hey Sara" Luke said and I just gave him a little nod, "Sara come on say something to me" Luke said and I looked at Luke and I knew Luke has something on his mind. I didn't say anything and just looked at Luke, "Sara come on say something" Luke said but yet I just looked at him, Luke grabbed my hand and then dragged me outside and pinned me up agensed the wall. "Sara I know that deep down you are suffering, I am too but I focus on my dad's happyness so focus on your mum's happyness" Luke said and I pulled myself out of his grip. "What you don't think I'm trying, I have been trying to focus on her happyness but when I do that I feel like I have to go back to my old ways. You don't want me doing that and I was happy that way and then you came into my life and I was happy again. Now I feel nothing, nothing at all unless I'm alone with you or you and Will or even just you, me and Orcid, I never want to feel empty but now they are married all I feel is emptyness" I said slowly breaking down.
Luke pulled me into his chest and held me tightly and I just snuggled into his arms knowing I could feel the emotions return to me. Luke looking into my eyes and I looked into his, "I never got to dace with you before so can we head inside and dance?" Luke asked me and I smiled and gave him a nod. Luke let go of me and grabbed my hand and we headed back inside and headed to the dance floor, Luke looked at me amd help my hand and put his other hand on my waist. I put my free hand on his shoulder and we started to dance to the slow peaceful music, I felt so happy dancing here with Luke since I felt like no one else is here, it's just me and him. No problems in the world, just us on clouds and I love it, I want to stay with him, I want to feel this all the time but I know this is for us to make me smile. This is the best moment and I just don't want it to end as we danced and I knew he didn't want it to stop eaither since we were happy here and we never want it to stop.
The perfect moment on a painful day and I knew that I couldn't let my mum marrying Toby keep me down and emotionless. I need to stay strong and I know that this is the best thing for us and the best thing for my mum and Luke's dad, they are happy and that is all that matters to us. Our happyness comes second and we have to live with that, we are their oldest kid or really I am and Luke is an only child but whatever, this is our life and we have to live with this. Luke pulled me close to him and he whispered into my ear, "You mean the world to me and I know you want to think about it and this is not the place but I know I want you by my side so once we graduate high school next year would you be interested in living together?" Luke asked and I just smiled. I nodded and then we kept on dancing and I knew that he was never going to leave my side, he was going to ve here for me like I am going to be here for him and I knew that nothing could stop this since Luke is by my side, Orcid is fully in my life and has a perfect father figure. Nothing can stop this besides ourselves and I hated it but loved it at the same time knowing I can't live without Luke surporting what I do and thanks to him I'm a mother to my daughter and I can never hate him.
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