eighteen • love yourself first

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flynn
i know it's late and i did something that probably hurt you. sophia told me you've been crying nonstop and not sleeping.
i'm sorry, jae.
are you okay?

jaeden
i did something really stupid.
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i just wish you would've stayed.
why did you do it?

flynn
i already wanna come back home.
you want the truth or do you want me to keep lieing?

jaeden
i just want you to be able to tell me everything that goes on with you.

flynn
i'll spare you the details
but i don't have a good history with dating.
i got feelings for this guy who was awful to me, so now i feel like i don't deserve any of the love people give me.
i started developing feelings for someone back in la and i was about to act on them, but i know that he would've given me love i don't deserve.

jaeden
why do you always say you don't deserve stuff?
you show wyatt and the girls and all of your friends, even me, the greatest compassion but won't show it to yourself.

flynn
because he was right.
in the end, the people around me are so wonderful and brilliant and that's why i left. because i began feeling like they were giving too much back to me.

jaeden
flynn.
stop with that.
you deserve all the care we've given you, if not more.
i gave you those flowers on valentine's day because you deserve it, we danced and laughed all night because you deserve it, finn protects you because you deserve that so so much.

flynn
i wish he'd stop doing that.
he has alexis to protect. isn't that enough?

jaeden
they broke up.
that's why he's so much more scared now.
he lost her and he's afraid of you pushing him away too.

flynn
holy shit.
are they okay?

jaeden
talk to them.
finn's screaming for his sister right now.

flynn
thank you, jae.

jaeden
anytime.
i love you, lynn.
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of course.

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alexissin.private: love yourself first.
focus on your goals first. take care of yourself first. be number one to you first. focus on your happiness first.

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finnwolfhardpersonal: i just wanna know why.

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flynn
finn. hey.

bubba
oh. hey flynn.
wasn't expecting to hear from you.
how's new mexico?

flynn
lonely month so far.
how's georgia?

bubba
good.
i can go to back home for two weeks on friday if i want. i don't know if i do though.

flynn
why?
i'm sure mom and nick miss you.
i do too.

bubba
it just won't be the same.
alexis is moving back to london
and you're not there.

flynn
well, i know you miss jack.
he definitely misses you.

bubba
hah yeah.
how are your new friends?

flynn
i don't know.
they're okay, i guess.
they seem pretty uptight.
not my type.

bubba
definitely not.
very different from alexis and sophia, it sounds like. how are they anyway?

flynn
well alexis just facetimed me bawling about an hour ago, packing her things and sophia is doing pretty okay. how do you not know about soph?

bubba
well, wyatt and i have never been the type to talk about serious stuff. it's just memes, so it feels weird asking him and sophia and i barely talk to begin with.

flynn
oh.
god, i miss you all.

bubba
did you leave because of jaeden?

flynn
i guess, yeah.

bubba
if we hadn't become so close, i would totally act on my rage and kill him right now.

flynn
i know you would.
i gotta go shoot a really difficult scene. i love you and i miss you.

bubba
i miss you too, flynn.

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