Chapter eleven

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I instantly started smiling too. “Then we have to work out the bass notes for the song and get it ready” I said. Andy nodded “I already wrote down some notes, here, listen” he said and grabbed my bass guitar.

He played it and I played the guitar. It sounded good. “Sounds good eh?”  Andy asked. I nodded enthusiastically. “Good, I’m glad you like it” Andy said and softly pushed me down, going on top of me and kissing me passionate. I softly kissed him back. “I love you” he whispered. “I love you too” I whispered back.

Andy’s phone buzzed and the screen lighted up. then I saw the time; half past eleven. He let me read the message. Hii guys C: is it okay if we're coming over at two pm saturday? X Christian 

i smiled to myself. "Is it okay if they come over at two pm saturday?" I asked Andy. Andy looked up. "Huh what?" he asked. "If it's okay if the guys are coming over at two saturday" i said. "yeah yeah sure" Andy said absently.

"Andy" I started. "Yeah?" he asked while staring into the distance. "Is everything okay?" i asked. "yeah sure i'm fine" he said. "Baby, you aren't what's wrong?" I asked.

This time he looked up at  me. "I'm- I'm sorry" he said. Tears were welling up in his eyes. I cuddled him. "Hey what's going on?" i asked softly. "You can tell me" I whispered, wrapping both my arms around him.

He just started shaking lightly at first and then he broke down. "I'm so sorry" he sobbed. "Shh.. why would you be sorry?" i asked. "B-because you're so beautiful and-and I'm so ugly and I-I" "Shh... slow down. Breathe slowly in..... and out.... and in.... and out..." i said. 

When Andy calmed down a bit he started talking again. "I-I don't deserve you" he sobbed. 

What he doens't deserve me? I don't deserve him.

"I know" I sighed. "You deserve so much better" I sighed. I started to get depressed again. I didn't want to but it just happened. I started crying too.

"No" Andy whispered and held me tight, "Ashy, you deserve better than me" he said.

A/N:
Sorry for the super short chapter (again).
my writing just sucks
and i have no inspiration at the moment :c

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