Chapter Eleven

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"Fuck stop that hurts" I weakly attempt to push Derek away "Stiles shut up" He retorts holding me down attempting to clean my wounds. I wriggle under his grip trying to get free. I hear him let out a deep sigh "fuck sake" I hear him mutter as he stands up and throws his legs over my waist straddling me.

"What... what are you doing?" I know he can sense the nervousness in my voice, I feel my cheeks begin to heat up and I just know I'm blushing. "I'm holding you down, why what do you think I'm doing?" He smirks at me clearly enjoying my reaction. Why am I even reacting like this, god this is so stupid.

Embarrassment takes me over as I begin to fight harder to get away from him. He grabs both my wrists pinning them above my head, I gulp as I can feel his warm heavy breaths hitting my lips. I pull my bottom lip in between my teeth gently biting at my lip as our eyes connect, I can feel my heart start to beat faster.

"D...Derek" I breath out, I can feel my body beginning to react to his touch, he makes no attempt to move "Derek please" my begging eyes meet his, his face void of any emotion. I can't do this. I abruptly force him off me and stand up moving away from him trying to calm my breathing.

"Stiles" Derek says sternly "What Derek?" I snapped, I know I shouldn't be angry but he's changing me I can feel it I'm not even gay yet I enjoyed having his body on top of me. I can't feel like this for him if all people. " you need to lay down, you're hurt" I feel my self getting angrier by the second he just has this affect on me he makes my blood boil, but I also feel safe when he's around " damn you Hale" I spit at him beginning to leave the room.

He's behind me in an instant gripping my wrist "Derek I'm only going to say this once. Get the hell off me" I'm fuming I don't know why but I don't want him anywhere near me. " what're you going to do Stiles, not like you can fight me" he laughs and I feel my anger reaching a new kind of level as turn on my heels and my fist flys directly into his face " I SAID GET OFF ME!" I yell as I feel a tear slip down my face I can't do this he doesn't know me. He doesn't know what happened in the past, I know it's not his fault and I know I shouldn't be angry with him.

I turn to leave again "at least go in to the spare room you're too injured to go far and you shouldn't be alone" I hear him say softly, I know he's right so I do no more then nod and walk off to the spare room.

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