Breathe Me (Nallie)

Chapter 5

When I got home,I went straight to my room throwing my bookbag down and went to the bathroom locking the door behind me.

I searched through my cabinet doors and found any razor.

I remember the time I did it back when I promised Niall. He told me to never do it again. The only people who knew were Niall, Kalel, and Kylie. Zoey and Carter don't know about it because one Zoey would murder me and Carter would be upset.

But I don't care anymore I pulled up Niall's flannel sleeve and remebered all the things he said

I'm nothing

slice

Your a slut

slice

Your hoe

slice

Nobody loves you

slice

I'm nothing but a piece of crap that nobody wants. Maybe I am a slut and hoe. I shouldn't be living...

I made another cut but made it deeper than the others. I slide down the wall drowning myself into my own tears

My eyes started to get heavier and than

Blackout...

*****

Its been about 6 days since Niall and I have talked.

I haven't even seen him in school lately. I still had to go back and give him his flannel that he gave me the last time I saw him.

But today was Friday, which meant the dance. To be honest I didn't want to go because of the whole Niall thing, and I'm slightly still upset about it.

Right now I was at Kylie's house getting ready with Carter.

"Oh my god Allie! Stop moving" Carter laughed, putting mascara on my eyelids

"Oh shut up!" I laughed

"Okay... All.. Done!" She smiled

I looked at myself in the mirror and I look pretty gorgeous

Carter used the Naked palette doing a shimmering light and dark brown on half my eyelids and than a white/silver color for the rest. I had eyeliner and mascara on. Kylie had did my hair in a messy kind of look but it was in curls.

After that I went to go put on my dress. The top part has all theses gemstones on them and the bottom part was a pink tulle short dress

that went right above my knees a little. Since I was mainly all dressed up and girly -.- I decided instead of wearing heels I wore my Ski-8 vans that I wore on the first day of school. I sprayed my Hippie Chic perfume and put a peach color lipstick on.

I walked out the bathroom, Kylie and Carter looked at me in awe.

"You look so all dressed up.." Kylie gushed

"AND GIRLY!" Carter smiled

"Ughh! No I hate that word" I rolled my eyes

Kylie and Carter finally did a finally touch up on hair and makeup, than we all went downstairs.

"Aww! You looked all girly and gorgeous!" Zoey squealed, I rolled my eyes in response

"Okay everyone get in the picture!" Kylie's mom chirped in

I stood beside Carter and Kalel, and Kylie's mom snapped the picture

After a couple of more picture we decided to head out.

"Where's Kyle?" Sarah asked (Kylie's Mom)

"We decided to meet there" I told her

"Okay honey, Have funny!" She smiled and gave me a quick hug.

"Here you go Al" Louis gave me, my corsage

It was a pink/orange type color which matched my dress a little

"Thank you Lou" I smile and he kissed the top of my head

*****

It's been awhile already and Kylie is still not here.

I jumped getting a text from an unknown number.

From: Unknown

To: Allie

Call me when you get this:/

It was from Kyle so I went to the girls bathroom and called him

Convo:

K- Hello?

A-Hey are you okay?

K- Ughh.. yeah just feeling a little sick

A-So you won't be able to make it,will you?

K-Ughh Yeah..

He paused for a moment

K- I'm *Cough Cough* sick

A- Yeah okay whatever

K- Hey I'm sorry I love-

I ended the call

I didn't cry, I didn't actual do anything.

The Flannel

I still had to go give Niall his grey and black one. I quickly texted Zoey and headed to Niall's house.