endearment (Jesse Lingard & Marcus Rashford)

Part 19

Delilah pov
I sit there on my floor in my bedroom thinking of what to do. Everything here reminds me of him. There's really no escaping him or the situation. I dial Amy's number and call her.

Amy
Wow you're calling me first? This is unusual.

Delilah
The past 24 hours have been extremely unusual.

Amy
How can I help you my biggest superstar?

Delilah
I was wondering is that modelling agency still interested in Paris?

Amy
Yes they still pester me everyday asking what you've decided.

Delilah
Tell them yes.

Amy
WHAT?!?! You'll go?

Delilah
Yeah... I think I'm ready for a new chapter

Amy
Are you sure about this Delilah?

Delilah
Positive.

Amy
Well I'll get onto them right away! This is going to open so many doors for you Delilah! This could be the best decision of your whole life

Delilah
I do hope so

Amy
I best get going and get this all sorted for you! I'm so pleased for you! Bye Delilah! I'll keep you updated babes

Delilah
Thank you Amy... for everything.

I hang up the phone.
I cried myself to sleep last night with the whole Jesse situation. Everything reminds me of him. I needed to get away. Last night the thought of that Paris job came to mind and I remembered I never rejected, I never told them yes or no. I think Paris could be what I need right now. It's just a shame that I have to leave Marcus and Lucia behind but it's what I have to do. I can't keep myself held back here when I could have a very successive future waiting for me in Paris. I've got to at least try it!

Jesse pov
All the photos around my house of us. Ranging from when we were 18 to just last week.
Even on my phone she's there, on my lockscreen, us both happy and smiling at the not3s concert. Everything is reminding me of her. Her shampoo is still here, some of her clothes. I can still smell the sweet taste of her perfume.
My room still smells of her perfume, it's almost like I'm lying here next to her.
Everything is just haunting me.

Delilah pov

                             Text messages
Group chat: news 💔

Delilah
So ummm guys...

Marcus
What's going on?

Lucia
Why do I have a bad feeling about the purpose behind this group?

Delilah
A few months ago I got offered a modelling agency contract. And I've decided to take it!

Marcus
That's amazing!

Lucia
I've always told you you're beautiful 😏 I'm so happy for you <3

Delilah
There's a slight catch

Marcus
Oh...

Lucia
Go on-

Delilah
It's based in Paris. Meaning I'd have to move out there...

Marcus
Omg

Lucia
Sad 💔 but as long as it makes you happy

Marcus
^^^^^