I stopped bein' afraid
of roller-coasters when I realized
how truly hard self-improvement is.
Think about it-
You could ride
all the roller-coasters in the world,
but keeping your flaws in check?
Actually overachieving things?
Not self-sabotaging?
The fear of death --
via roller-coaster, of course --
I've come to realize,
isn't a terror,
but a fantasy.
Things would make sense, you see.
You die under the fallibility
of negligent machinery.
The park, in all its amusements,
will cease to be- Maybe,
or you become the posterboy
for stricter measures on safety.
You know what doesn't make sense?
How drastically you'll have to change
if you want more out of life,
and how difficult --
and nasty --
that can be-
That it's always you in the driver's seat,
steering the rigid, bumpy street
of your own destiny.
I'm a complete,
fuckin' mess.
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