Irondad / Spiderson Oneshots - (Fluff/Angst)

I Don't Wanna Go (Peters Perspective)

(Oh yes honeyyys, here it is. This includes descriptions of a LOT of pain, so if that bothers you, go plz ;). )
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"Somethings happening.." Alien lady said, and a loud rumbling was heard in the distance.

I look over at her in confusion, but then she..

Disappears? Disintegrates? Honestly I can't think of the right word to describe it. It's like she was taken apart bit by bit, piece by piece. What was once standing in her place has now been swept away into dust.

My spidey senses are going off.

Its screaming at me, to run, but where? My head starts to hurt at its screaming, yelling me to do something when I don't even know what's happening.

One by one, the guardians start to dust.

Oh god.. what if the reason my spidey senses are going off is because I'll join them.

No, that's a stupid thought. But I know, deep down In my heart as it starts to beat faster and ache, I know that it's true.

A searing pain surges through me, my spidey senses are screaming at me.

I can feel it. It's going to happen to me.

"Mr. Stark.." I croak out.

"I- I don't feel so good.."

Each of my atoms slowly pulling away, breaking and pulling. It hurts so bad I could scream, or cry, or both. But instead I just let a small tear fall down my cheek.

"You're alright." Tony lies. I can tell from his eyes, he's actually terrified.

"I- I don't know what's happening."

Yes I do.

I fall into Tony's arms, begging for him to save me. Maybe he can, maybe he has a magical power to make me not turn to dust. But as he lays me down, and black and red mist dances in my eyes as my body feels as though it's being ripped apart, that that is a false reality. I see him start to cry a little, oh Tony please don't cry, don't cry. It'll be alright, I'm alright, is what I want to say to him. There are so many things I haven't done, places I haven't been to. What will happen to Aunt May? How will she cope? She has lost so much, and now shes going to lose me. And Tony, I imagine him sitting in his room, being depressed and crying. Blaming himself for what happened. I want to tell him to many things, tell him how important he is to me, how he's like a father to me. But instead, all I can say is..

"I'm sorry.." I mumble as my eyes heavily drop.

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