I don't want to be with someone so deadly.
someone I know can hurt me.
I watch the tears fall.
As I make out final call.
you once understood me.
told me it'd be okay.
now your leaving me behind.
making my happiness fade again.
I'm alone.
all alone.
no - no one home.
trying my hardest to stay in control.
I can't make it.
I don't want to become a snake.
the late nights that I stay awake.
transform me into a fake.
eventually I'm born to break.
I'm losing you and it's driving me insane.
your happy with him.
and you played me like a game.
that was your greatest sin.
the way you used to smile make me feel warm.
I'm breaking inside cause your both lasting.
while I'm stuck looking for a new girl.
I'm the mistake, always driving for a crashing.
I'm drowning in my thoughts of you.
what happened to the happy us.
I just want you to know, I'm blue.
I'm falling apart without you, boo.
yo, I feel like I'm jumping off a skyscraper/
with no landing or edge to catch me/
I used to laugh at my caper/
but I reach out for anything to hold my screams/
instead of jumping at the sight of you/
I fall in your arms, with him standing right beside you/
He calls me names, and shatters my frame/
I protect my heart, and put up my walls/
only to see another misunderstood game/
I've lost the ability to love: my soul has stalled/
I'm apauled at the old us/
the pens that wrote this have grown to rust/
all because I'm finally dead inside, only to create a new fuss//)
