I used to think that I was gonna hate your guts.
But now, I can't get over this rut.
I'm a living mistake, feeling like I'm being constantly cut.
I'm trying to forget my heart/
Yeah, I'm trying to get move on and restart/
You caused me insecurities, then you chose to depart/
Played me like a game twice, then beat me like Mario Kart/
I cannot fight this pain, it's hard enough trying to survive/
I've tried being honest, yeah, I'm embracing the lie/
I'm different now, starting to entrust in god and at the same time - ask him why/
I've been telling myself that it'll be alright/
That I won't have to keep ignoring her feelings, just to give into to my fight/
You left when our love took flight//)
