I'm scared, terrified that your moving on.
six days no replies, all thanks to romadon.
yeah, I'm trying to remain strong.
but lately the pain has me doing wrong.
thinking about moving forward/
not talking to you is driving me insane/
I'm trying my hardest to not continue onward/
but I keep thinking your "with him" inside of my brain/
I'm doing so much for you/
I'm trying not lose sight of us/
but days has passed with no "I love you too's"/
I'm resisting my urges to make a huge fuss/
lately I've been feeling like things are gonna change/
I'm tired of being different, treated of like I'm ignorant/
you used to be my "go to", now your outta range/
I just want you to come back/
everything we lack, all these tears that lessen my love/
I can't look forward cause there's not one, I'm so stuck looking back into our past/
sometimes I just wanna lay in my bed and cry.
others I want to pull the trigger and die.
if the world hurts then why does pain slip into my dreams.
I'm tired let me rest in my sleep.
please, don't forget about us.
I'm putting out all my trust.
I can't reset the feelings I'm having.
I'm just dying, so please don't forget. (don't forget//)
