Do they know that words hurt?/
Have they seen the impact?/
I think they're just into the perks/
all girls, disrespect me, all guys hate on what they wanna be/
they say my face is obscene/
but the moment I step on the scene, the vomit at he sight this face/
nobody believes in my pain that I must embrace/
all I need is grace before I break/
I put this world at stake, I'm just a Igor waiting to quake/
I'm tired of all these fakes/
calamity: I'm finally here/
you've taken everything I hold dear/
pain is my greatest fear/
it's like a spear in me, the way it feels/
I've lost my mind/
bullied all he time/
they stop looking and search for the Devine/
why is the world so blind?/
I'm stuck in my mental/
everyone is so judgmental/
they say I shouldn't act like love is fundamental/
but to me it is/
then when I start proving my point they turn and call me a whiz/
emotions for you, they're starting to fizz/
can't even feel anything when we kiss/
pushing me off you, and it hurts my soul/
we used to be whole
tell he stole you and slammed all played my role/
losing you, that was your infinite goal/
I used to be happy, now it comes in blips/
when I think of you, I try my hardest not to flip/
love you before I lose my grip/
cause heartbreak - it makes you trip/
if you look in the mirror/
it leaves you mad, colder than ice, that you hold you dearer/
but now you hold him nearer/
it's about the bigger picture/
I've seen the other side of hell: it's a darker chill/
it's all swell till love takes your will/
born to die, others suicide will kill/
I'm dying, content with the lies I've lead/
stuck like a stuffed pig, with a side of bread/
I'm detained, with containment of the blood I've bled/
got my neck on a noose and my bones hanging lose/
people of my world, singing the blues/
many times, I thought I'd have to buy baby shoes/
but instead I've lost my head/
wished I was totally dead/
feeding myself bread/
corressed until words were said/
and questions were fed//-
Do they know? - That I'm a ghost!
Have they seen my posts
Ive started dreaming about all the roasts!
Do they know? - I'm dying from coast to coast?
-Dead-//)
