I used to miss us.
nowadays, all I miss is you.
the pics on my phone are all of us.
lately, the feeling of us surrounds me: the rush.
it started off as a crush.
we kept it on the hush, hush
till your mother observed us.
now we're nothing, nothing.
I thought we were gonna last/
took a risk and tried to move fast/
you said "I need space" that's when I knew we were in the past/
it was fun while it lasted: a blast fast/
so I couldn't talk to you more after that/
you broke my heart, and decided to pass/
nowadays, I'm trying to move on, while I hide behind my mask/
be a good girlfriend, you had one simple task/
now your happy with him/
plenty of fish in the sea, but I can't swim/
can't drive, go places on my moms whim/
stress eating, has me needing to go the gym/
my world used to bright when I was with you, now my sky is dim/
my love life is grim/
so I grab my pen/
and ask myself "when?"
cause it's about a quarter past ten/
and -
I'm missing you.
missing us.
feeling like a fool.
cause you said you loved me -
but used some as a tool.
it's hammer time/
you don't know this but my music on prime/
got a new girl, she understands my grind/
she loves me and all my pickup lines/
yeah, our love used to be blind/
but our we got older and our love began to shine/
yeah, I miss her right now, she's my reason to rhyme/
yeah, she's always on my mind/
even when she's busy/
her words make me flimsy/
I talk to her, she even makes my butterflies Dizzy/
my love for her is steel, she got my heart in a tizzy/
screw my exes, I love my shawty, she got me/
my ride or die, my true goddess, a real queen/
she's the most beautiful girl ever seen/
baby, chubby is your hubby's favorite scene/
yeah, I'm missing you right now.
yeah, I'm trusting you right now.
I'm going to give you my crown.
you are my reason to live.
don't let me down.
forever, I surrender to you babe/
sexy times, late nights, bound with rope and tape/
no I'm not talking rape, consent does love not make/
I love you to much to ever put our relationship at stake/
you are my happiness, I'll be kissing you on our first date/
so adorable, I'm gonna eat you up like a crape/
you can suck on me and my grapes/
curtians matching the drapes/
performance too great, ride the horse, no freight/
yeah, I love you, no matter, your weight/
no joke, our true love overdue: late/
no need to wait, eternity with me will leave you with zero chance of heart break/
the way I rip these Bars, I'ma swoon you better than drake/
you know what I'm finna do/
gangbang with my whole crew/
sex in the studio, after sex dinner: meal then food/
your my queen, I'm your king: you've been Royally screwed/
yeah baby, I miss you all day and night.
but I promise, I'm your dark knight.
die for you, fight for you, our future is so bright.
I have you so I know I did
something right.
Happy 3 year Anniversary Baby.
